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| viking-punk (profile) wrote, on 8-31-2003 at 5:53pm | |
| Current mood: confused Music: evanescence - haunted Subject: i've come to realize the dumbest thing on earth... |
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| i had the dumbest thought today as i was going to eat somewhere...i think i'm scared to say it...but i guess i'll do it...but i'm using fake names & scenarios so that no one will deffinetly know wtf is up with me... i was thinking for a few weeks now that "miguel" is a nice person to be around..."miguel" has been a cool guy to hang around with, though we don't hang out much..."miguel" has turned out to be like the perfect person for me except that i don't think "miguel" & i come from the same place if you kinda understand that...i've talked to "miguel" a few times & he's the type of person who i think needs someone to be with him & help him out with things...& i think...silly thing to say right now but...i think i'm falling in love with "miguel"...i mean i didn't think about it really, but i noticed it when i just happened to be excited when i saw him working today...i don't think "miguel" saw me but i deffinetly saw him...here's a few problems though with this...other than the fact that i have a bf, whom i am in love with..."miguel" is a friend..."miguel" has his life planned out for him right now & i feel that if i got into his life there wouldn't be room for me...now more than ever i'm not "miguel's" type...i've been thinking bout this for a long while...& still i find no answer...i'm sorry "miguel"...i dunno what to do anymore... i just don't know... |
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| Anonymous | Hey it's neome again, 08-31-03 9:23pm Hey follow the way you feel. even though you think that there is no room for you if that person loves you then "miguel" will make room for you. have a good one Neome |