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| viking-punk (profile) wrote, on 8-31-2003 at 6:50pm | |
| Current mood: lost & confused Music: evanescence - fallen cd Subject: convo with friend bout miguel |
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| nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: hey you stalker says: heool stalker says: hello stalker says: * nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: what's up? stalker says: nothin nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: oh ok stalker says: whats up w/ u nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: nothing much nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: i feel like getting out right now nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: like walking or something nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: i dunno stalker says: ah stalker says: i just got home nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: from where? stalker says: el centro nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: oh doing what? nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: i was there earlier a bit stalker says: buying groceres stalker says: groceries nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: ahh nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: i went school supply shopping with my dad nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: so yeah stalker says: oh stalker says: so whatcha doin nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: nothing listening to evanescence really really loud right now cuz my mom was getting mad at me for something stupid with my dad so yeah nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: nothing much & writing in my journal & u? stalker says: just chattin nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: ahh nothing's going right & everything's a mess & no one likes to be ALONE says: coo coo stalker says: so what u been up to bid my blood to run before i come undone says: nothing much...being my depressing self as usual around the house bid my blood to run before i come undone says: hey...i need your advice on something really stupid bid my blood to run before i come undone says: ok but before i tell you i must inform you that it is completely stupid & if you agree that it's stupid then you don't have to help me out ok? stalker says: alright bid my blood to run before i come undone says: well...ugh...ok...*first step is admitting becky*...lol bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i think i'm having feelings for "miguel" stalker says: alright... stalker says: what do u plan to do about it bid my blood to run before i come undone says: that's the thing bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i have no fking clue bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i can't think bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i've been like this all summer, thinking it'd be just some summer thingy with me & i'd forget about stalker says: u gotta do what u wanna do bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i just wish i knew what that was bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i just wish...ugh..i dunno wtf i would wish... bid my blood to run before i come undone says: :( :'( bid my blood to run before i come undone says: im stressing over something stupid stalker says: r u sure its stupid bid my blood to run before i come undone says: well...i dunno what do you think? bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i figure it seems stupid cuz it's the same old shit stalker says: if this is a joke for u, then its stupid...if this is serious, u gotta choose bid my blood to run before i come undone says: hmm.... stalker says: what do u want to do, regardless of what anyone may think bid my blood to run before i come undone says: i want it to be the way things used to be stalker says: i think it is possible to do so these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: well...just from your opinion...what do you think of this whole thing...joey or "miguel"? these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: just your view stalker says: personally, i dont swing that way these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: lol i wasn't asking which one you'd sleep with these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: lmfao these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: :p stalker says: another thing, i dont really know joey these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: yeah these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: hmm... stalker says: but i was never able to understand how u and "miguel" could be stalker says: u guys seem to have become something normal these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: yeah i know that's probably why i've been so irritable lately stalker says: everything seemed messed up now stalker says: yea these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: :( stalker says: i know "miguel" wants it how it used to be also stalker says: he may deny it at some point, but i know he does these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: *sigh* stalker says: actually, hes been miserable since stalker says: hes never recovered stalker says: i think these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: how has he been during the day? these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: & classes? stalker says: he tries to be normal stalker says: but its too obvious to me these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: heh stalker says: me, greg, and kev know that he wants u stalker says: and i always had this feeling u wanted him too these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: lol stalker says: but u know what, im not fit to talk of such things at this point these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: what do you mean exactly? stalker says: i give and give advice but i never see it work stalker says: well not for me stalker says: im still here these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: oh these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: i see stalker says: actually i have a headache these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: oh i'm sorry stalker says: thinking isnt good for me right now stalker says: ive had it all day these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: lol yeah i'll stop puttin you up to that then these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: you should take something for it then stalker says: i never do these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: oh stalker says: have u ever stopped to think how lucky u are in some ways these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: yes actually these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: i've been thinking bout that very recently too in all aspects these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: why? stalker says: have u realized that there is no possible way for me to know how u feel or for u to know how i feel stalker says: ive never been where u are stalker says: its been so long since uve been where i am these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: well...that's actually what i was thinking recently...with you & the other guys & denisse these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: yeah but you may not figure this but i miss being the way all you guys are these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: i honestly miss that feeling where relationships didn't mean shit to me stalker says: what i think is that no one knows where im at stalker says: i dunno where im at these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: i think someone knows...just not us stalker says: yea these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: not ppl you hang out with at least these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: or maybe it's just not that big of a factor these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: i dunno stalker says: its like ive been so close yet ive never moved stalker says: im in the same place these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: yeah... these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: well i'm always moving stalker says: its like, if i ever got the courage to take that step forward, id be there these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: heh...gosh...you know what thinking hurts for me too right now but it's all good stalker says: my headache is so bad im just typing usless bs that sounds important these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: hey actually it does seem important for you these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: so go on if you need it out these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: cuz if it's important to you then it is to me stalker says: its not stalker says: i think i know but i dont stalker says: its not that simple these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: hmm... stalker says: i gotta go these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: ok well talk to you later then stalker says: alright then stalker says: bye these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time can not erase says: bye |
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| Anonymous | Neome writing, 08-31-03 10:17pm Hey viking_punk i think you have good friends that guide you toward what you feel. this conversation with stalker just proves one thing that you miss the old and you want in on the old. yet you are undecided for what the new one offers. you dont seem happy either way. maybe you do need some time alone to get where stalker is at then reevaluate what you want and go for it. but if you really ask me i think you miss the old more than you like the new. and by the way you should follow what stalker has told you. he is a very good friend. have a good one and stay cool and smile more. Neome |