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tubularchick88 (profile) wrote,
on 9-25-2003 at 5:53pm
Current mood: discontent
Music: Adam's Song
Subject: :(
Im depressed, Im not happy. I dont kno what to do, Im like really sad. Im like always on the verge of crying, Ive never been this sad for such a long time. I dont like my school, Its me not them, its not who I am. The only time I'm happy is when I'm w/ a select group of ppl. Amanda, you are a saving grace, Jeremy, you make me forget my problems and I need that alot lately, Michelle, you make me remember that I have a pretty good life. Thanx to Ali and Anne also. And of course my friends at Canterbury but they dont kno I have this journal so I won't name them. Most have you might have not noticed but I've been really messed up. Like I don't want to go to college or school for that matter, i want tatoos and piercings, and I dunno I'm just really unhappy. I think my parents are going to take me on a trip but I turned them down,I dont want to go, I dont have enough energy, I turned down a trip to a city! I dont know what the hell my problem is. I guess Im tired of working at shit so hard. Do you have any idea what I can do?
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CALI

HEY, 09-25-03 6:16pm

COME SHADOW ME AT FORT MYERS HIGH AND WE WILL HAVE A BADASS HELLA GNARLY TIME! I MEAN THE SCHOOL AIN'T THE BEST OF FUN BUT IT IS ONCE YOU DO CRAP! YOU ARE ON TOP WHEN IT COMES TO PPL I ADMIRE FOR BEING THE MOST LIFE CHANGING, AWESOME FRIEND. I PROMISE TO GO W/ YOU TO GET OUR TATTOOS AND PEIRCINGS AND GO TO CONCERTS TOGETHER OK! I LUV YOU MORE TAN YOU KNOW!(IN A TOTALLY HEDERO WAY!)(ROTFLMAO).MUAHHH....

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tubularchick88

Re: HEY, 09-25-03 6:22pm

i actually am going to shadow you, ill call them tomorrow. im sick of this shit! hell yea, we can go to teddy bears tatoos!

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andi

Re: Re: HEY, 09-26-03 10:36am

Dude maybe ur just wanting something different in lif. U just want to be different for a lil bit, like i did. Now i want to be back to my old self. Stay in Canterberry. It's you. Just give it more of a chance. Like me I hate the ppl here, but i like the school. I'm gonna give it more of a chance. I dunno if my school shadows. I know Mariner doesn't do it. Later.
Me!

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