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jennabear (profile) wrote,
on 11-12-2003 at 9:10am
Current mood: gloomy
Music: Garbage....queen of depressing songs.
Subject: I would die for you...I would die just to know that you're mine...
So, I don't know when I actually fell for this kid, but...I fell pretty hard, apparently...considering I spent most of last night crying, or damn near crying.

I would like to know when he stopped being "The hot kid that I talk to in class" to someone that invades my mind on a regular basis....

I know it's 100% infatuation, because there's still so much I don't know about him...but he's just so nice, and good to talk to, and ... right now that's just what I want.

But, in four more classes, I will never see him again in my life.

Infatuation or not, i'm crushed.
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shellauren

I know what you mean, 11-14-03 1:00pm

I've totally been there before. Did you know about my whole crush on Matt Ruzzi? Yeah, that was sad. I liked him for the same reason but it was because he had been nice to me before... he wasn't even that cool/nice when I liked him (I've heard he's better now, tho.) I keep falling into the trap of just wanting a guy to love me exclusively because it's seems so hard for me to love myself at times... Hang in there. You're awesome just the way you are, with or without a guy. I'm sure someday you'll meet some cool guy... If not, I'll start looking here in MI for one for you and try to bribe him to come home. : )

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Anonymous

11-14-03 1:01pm

aww jenna you're so cute.
it doesn't have to be the last time you see him...we'll get a bunch of people together to do something, and you can invite him. cheer up! luv ya!! :)

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jennabear

Re:, 11-14-03 1:06pm

Sarah, Michelle, I love you both!

What are friends for, if not to cheer up someone completely infatuatd with somone?!?!

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