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fading-away (profile) wrote,
on 11-14-2003 at 10:21am
Current mood: listless
Music: 3 Libras, by A Perfect Circle
Subject: So tired of this all
Do you ever get that feeling? When you wake up in the morning, your mind kinda blank, kinda optimistic. "Hm, wonder what's up today?" And then a rush of... of... of that feeling just overwhelms you; life seems so pointless of all a sudden, it's all the same, why bother? And you end up feeling lethargic all day. Mm, absolutely hate that.

I thought life couldn't get more dramatic. But noo, I have to make up for years and years of an uneventful life in one happy week. ;_; Weep for me; I'd weep for you. Hehe. So. I got into my first real fight with a very close friend of mine: he's pissed off at me because I took a joke/certain topic too far (that should be the main reason, otherwise I'm clueless). Shit, I know what I did wrong, and I know what I should do, but actually doing it? I hate confrontation, sue me. -bites lip- Remember that friend from the bus ride, the sexual thing? That's him! One of the few friends I actually really trust.

I hate it; I hate that we're not talking to each other. I hate it that we're avoiding each other; I hate it that I can't laugh with him or tease him or hug him and call him my lil bro. My God. I really should apologize, but something's holding me back. Stupid fear-of-confrontation.
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g00dapple

haha, 11-15-03 12:26am

i kno w just how u feel :(

and i dont know what Taking Back Sunday had to change their name.. i liked it just fine :)

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porcelain

11-15-03 10:19pm

It's funny how everyone in this world thinks so alike, and yet never realizes it..

I feel the same way, stranger, and I'm sure that people everywhere join you in your perpetual thirst for knowledge and satisfaction.

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dietolive

11-20-03 9:48pm

hey, just wndering what does your icon say?

'I have...??'



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fading-away

Re:, 11-21-03 1:51am

It says "them" :D

Colette (© to Vera Brosgol) has taken those eyeballs, yessiree.

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revolution

11-21-03 6:11pm

I just wanted to let you know that I read your journal. And I love it :)

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