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| AnnaLeBelle (profile) wrote, on 11-18-2003 at 6:04pm | |
| Current mood: Fuck the World Music: I Hate Everything About You : Three Days Grace Subject: Everybody can just go and shove s tick up there asses. I really don't care anymore. |
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| Dearest Jocelyn, Is it such a sin to be weak? Is that why they think it doesn't matter? To stop being my friend.. they think its not a crime. That it won't hurt. They're wrong. All wrong. Thats okay, I've never really had a true friend before you really. What do they think I did with the stranger? They were watching me the whole time.. why now would they spread a story untrue? Kristin, if you do not wish to be my friend, than just say so. Do not beat around the bush and drop subtle hints. I wished you would be there for me but your just like them! Just a sunny day friend! Well you can take your words and eat them up because I will not believe anymore lies. I will not tolerate anymore of this 'friendship' that is based upon nothing but hatred. So goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. I hope your friends leave and you'll see what its like. Living your life only trusting one person. In commemeration to my life at this curent state, here is a poem. I watch you laugh. I watch you smile. Oh, how it sickens me. Our friendship, you defiled. I will cut. I will cry. I will bleed. I will lie. A devil's scar has been awakened. An angels song will fail. For once I am the outsider, Looking into your twisted little game. I see what your doing, I see all to well. I know all the shame. So, take everything you've said. Take it back; eat your words. I don't need you! No I don't! Shut up! Shut up! No more cords! Cords saving lies, to that disk in your head. Bloody handprints on the glass. No more hiding behind your mask, I ripped it off for you to last. Bye bye bye bye Falling forever in an eternal pit Bye bye bye bye The question is posted, the fire is lit. By Alexa Rae I know it is not that great, Jocelyn. Yours are better. That is my bleeding heart. It is down on the floor. Shes stepped on it to many times for it to be ignored. Thought for the day: I question God and the little things He makes us suffer through.. |
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cradleofilth | 11-18-03 6:48pm omg....kristens such a b****!!!!! how dare she treat you like that?! she must suffer!! no ones treats my dearest alexa like dirt! |
RatanaTheEvilKitty | Re:, 11-19-03 8:22pm Yeah! Its okay alexa we love you... I'm sorry nothing is going right. it will get better, i promise... I loved your poem!! I'm not that good, it takes me a while to write stuff and i have to be in the right mood. I LOVE your poems!! |