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| lp13a13ex54x (profile) wrote, on 10-24-2002 at 7:48pm | |
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| Wellz heller thurr peoples. im so bored right nows..mai sister and mah mum r out so here aiy sit..alone..alone...alone..which is basicly how i like it...most of the time. =P Dude..i dont get this whole love thing. its just crazy. aiy mean...like just yesterday i wanted to break up with the the boy and now its like...hes making me like him more and more. is there something wrong with meh>? oof. im not sures. its juss weird,you knows. i gesh hes good foh mehs in a way bcuz hes kind of shy wen it comes right down to it but im not in that sense...so i can for once, be tha purrson whos all..you know...w.e i dunno if im making any sense but i am to meh..go figger.so far almost everybuhdee around meh is having problems with their relationships that they ish involved in soz foh once im NOT the only one. muahaha...come to think about it, i dont even think that mine is going that bad at all..maybe a little slow pace but like, thatd beh it practically...hmph im watchin buffy tha vampire slayer right now...kewl beanz oof a show i trell yenz. kew kew kew. old episode thoughs soz like..yeah whatever. im soOooo freeking tired..i still havnt rehelly worked things out with zane so at this point im not exactly sure where we stand in this sick twisted little relationship "thing" that we have goin on between us. but i dont think that itll amount to anything serious. hes got a new interest and i cant say that im not happy foh him but at tha same time i guess im just a little..sad..i guess. but i think that thats pritty normal seein as well, weve been through alot and still manage to talk to eachother on some kind of friend basis...i mean we tell eachother that we love eachother and shyznyt..so that has ta beh good. i guess somewhere deep down, hes never gonna go away. i can try to forget him, block him out, and tell myself that i dunt luv him and stuff..but i dunno..its kinda hard to fool yourself with something like that. it ust to drive meh crazyy but i guess that now im okay with it. that might sound kind of weird lookin back on all oof tha shyt that hes put meh through in tha past..but i guess it was actualyl kind of good foh meh to get that experience of gettin hurt and movin on bcuz relationships tend to get more serious as you get older and i suppose getting hurt in some of them is just part of the sick little dating process, its just life in other words. sometimes i just wissh that i could take a part out of my day, look at it, and say, this is not my life...thanks robin williams..lol....but yeah thats true..bcuz if i didnt go through half of the things that ive been through in life...i just wouldnt be the person that i am today...which sometimes i think wouldnt beh that bad but when it all comes down to it, we all go through things in life to learn from it so that it doesnt happen again. and you always come out of a situation with more knowlage then you did the last time, you ever notice that? hmph...as eener would say..."preach on steph" lol...::waves to eenerbeans:: hi eenerbeans. hmph aiy juss noticed how long this entry is going to beh..well whooptydoo. guess what all you peple..today was so freeking awesome..i got to act like a total psycopathic fruit cake in 5th and 6th hour and this kid nathan (smeeeeeeeeaton, lmao erin)...well anyway...he asked the sub if he could go to the bathroom to fix his contact bcuz it was annoying him and junk, and so tha sub let him go. well as soon as nathan opened the classroom door to leave and go to the bathroom, some scary people from down at the other end oof tha hallway screamed rehelly high pitched and nathan kinda like jumped and spun backwards flailing his arms..i dont think ive laffed that hard in a long tyme lol. thanks nathan wherever you are. hehe. i swear man, this kid peter and this other kid matt (who likes meh, icky icky icky) ...were like "omg stephanie your face is like sooo red" well you know why that sucked? bcuz whenever people say that to meh, mah face like automatically turns even redder then it was before..yeah thats why that sux. ::kills them both and runs away:: ...mah buhdee kaplan got expelled for carrying drugs for this other kid robert...it sux pritty dern bad bcuz that kid was like..the life of mah 4th hour klass...besides Jason of course, hehez. bbuh seriously...that rehelly sux.. i know that hes also on drugs too..just bcuz the way that he always acts and like sings in the back of the classroom but styll...that rehelly sux. about robert tho..thats kinda sad acuz here ive known dysh kid since like...tha 1st grade and he had to go and beh stoopid too. tsk tsk to tha both of them. poor kaplan though. oh wells dey ish both crackheads in mah book nows. muahahahhahaa okay im too evil soz movin on...i just found out that mah friend greg is bisexual and to no surprise whooptidoo, mah friend marrissa sed that robert is too..thats pretty weird seein as like..aiy mahself thought that robert was so anti gay and crap. oh wells i guess life comes along every once in a while and surprises you..or in this case..scares you,lol.hmph..wellz anyways i rehelly have like nothing else to say except that taproot is coming to town soon and omg i wanna go so bad but if i git mah mum to lemme go..shes gunna subtract the money foh tha ticket from mah $200 im gittin foh christmas...and i dunno if i rehelly wanna do that or if id rather spend tha money on cds and clothing shopping...hmmm...decisions decisions decisions..wellz anywayz...g2g i think ive made dys entry long enough and if it isnt at LEAST mah 2nd longest entry that ive ever made in this little journal thingy..ill cry..buh nawt rehelly acuz thatd beh like...gay..ok wells byea! -Stephie | |
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xcherrycherrysx | oh em gee, 10-24-02 8:41pm holy shnickeyzz!!! that was one long entry mofo.. ya.. k.. i havent read yer journal ina long time and THIS IS WHAT I COME HOME TOO?!?!?!?!?!? .. i mena.. whoa where am i?... shuddup.. bye! |
lp13a13ex54x | Re: oh em gee, 10-24-02 8:44pm LMAO |