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| lp13a13ex54x (profile) wrote, on 11-7-2002 at 10:27pm | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: "Meet you there"-Simple Plan Subject: BiG SiGh LyK WhOa~* |
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| Hi people. Well nothing much happened today..i stayed home from school today for undisclosed reasons..but not really because im sure that if you are actually a friend of mine ill have no problem explaining to you why i was absent so scratch that comment up there...well mikes moving. i guess they say that things happen for a reason and i guess that this is when i have to be strong and understand that..keeping in mind that its ok to move on..that i can live without him in mah life and that when i think about it..maybe just maybe, its not that bad..well screw that idea. i cant believe he knew all this time and he didnt even think of telling me...ok maybe he thought about tellling me but dernit why tha hell didnt he?! i deserve to know just as much as the next person and im starting to think that if he had just been straight with me from the beginning about him moving all tha way to friggin tampa, then maybe it wouldnt beh hurtin meh as bad as it is now that i found out that hes been hiding it frum me foh some tyme now. it still bums me out though bebcause this entire situation is just as messed up as it could ever get and neither one of us are getting anywhere..i just wish that things didnt have to end this way. maybe this is some sick and twisted sign saying that he was gonna beh taken away sooner or later...either way i look at it i cant make heads or tails about why it makes any sense or how im supposed to just accept it like this....i cant stay on that subject without getting extrremely upset so i wont...moving right along...i geuss when i pass up that whole subject theres really nothing much at all left to talk about what happened today....pretty boring..talked to zane online bbecause it seems that he decided to stay home too..only he was sick...poor zany....anyway,some crap is goin on with eener but she refuses to like...actually tell me and hen about it so whats the use of feeling bad about what shes going through for her? answer: there is none...i have my own things to worry about and as rude as that may sound..too bad. bcuz you cant help what you dont know about and thats just a fact. i cant sit back and be the supportive friend that she probably wants me to be when the fact of the matter is that i dont even know whats going on..drop that too movin along yet AGAIN....i wanna do somethin with erin this weekend seein as i dont have school on next monday bein that its a holiday and whatnot buh since tomarrows friday i think its a little too short notice....i would go down there and all but i have babysitting duty this weekend....so i might beh able to convince my mom on short notice that maybe its possible she could come down here and maybe mai dad could being her back down....probably not going to happen bcuz like i mentioned 2 other tymes..short notice much...::sigh:: ...so basicly this weekend is just going to be long and boring...nothing else to it....im talking to kathy right now but i wouldnt really consider it talking so much to say that we havnt typed anything to eachother in like the past 7 minutes...so uhm..yeah ok w.e...mah hand hurts and i g2g so ill make another entry in this thing whenever i feel like it...go henny for updating her journal...bye fockers. -Stephanie ~~~~~ Lyrics to my deppressing freeking song that reminds me of mikey ~~~~~ "Meet You There"-Simple Plan Now youre gone I wonder why you left me here I think about it on and on again I know youre never coming back But I hope that you can hear me Im waiting to hear from you Until I do Youre gone away I'm left alone A part of me is gone And Im not moving on So wait for me I know the day will come Ill meet you there No matter where life takes me to Ill meet you there And even if I need you here Ill meet you there I wish I could have told you The words I kept inside But now I guess its just too late So many things remind me of you I hope that you can hear me I miss you This is goodbye One last time And where I go youll be there with me Forever youll be right here with me Ill meet you there No matter where life takes me Ill meet you there And even if I need you Ill meet you there |
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XsexibonitamamiX | 11-08-02 4:24pm uhm abo0t awl that shit ^ thurr, 1. did yu evn ask meh what was up? uhh no. so ok dont write things about me when you didny even ask me in the 1st place what was up. |
lp13a13ex54x | Re:, 11-11-02 11:56am what the f*ck r u talking about!?I DID ask you what was wrong and every single time you sed "oh i dont wanna talk about it right now" NOT my f*ing fault. |
XsexibonitamamiX | Re: Re:, 11-12-02 4:02pm o ok. i love you!!!!!!!!!! |
| xcherrycherrysx | Re: Re: Re:, 11-13-02 8:32pm uhm.. :pokes head in:.. uhm.. h-hi guys.. i WAS gunna say sumthing about mike moving to tampon.. but.. ya.. theres NO TIME!! eener?.. sumthing is bugging you?! sry.. budduh.. i deednt know.. you can talk to me if you want.. uhm.. stef!... i fergot what i was gunna say because my brother walked in with a blooooooo robe with pretty suns and moons on it and i got all "flustered" .. sry.. uhm.. k!.. i guess ill talk to you uhm.. :thinks of funny word:.. ohg's! later! - henbenren |