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iamhated (profile) wrote,
on 1-11-2004 at 6:08am
Current mood: contemplative
Music: Chimaira - Pure Hatred
Subject: Fuck sleep up the ass.

Heard a really good friend hates me now. Took a piss. Moved on with life.

Found out I really, truely do not give a fuck about anyone or anything. Played a game. Moved on with life.

Found out I'm really nothing and going to be nothing my whole life. Planned a suicide. Moved on with life.

Found out who my friends were. Ditched them. Moved on with life.

Saw someone get killed. Laughed. Moved on with life.

Saw a cat get its head chopped off with a lawn mower. Wondered what kind of blade the mower had. Moved on with life.

Heard my dad and Jimmy's mom fucking before. Cried. Moved on with life.

Found out Amy's suicidal, cuts herself on a daily basis. Watched TV. Moved on with life.

Think I've lost a couple friends this weekend. Played EverQuest. Moved on with life.

Coulda sworn I heard the sounds of hell coming after me. Got high. Moved on with life.

God told me he hates me and I'm a stupid fuck. Kicked his ass. Moved on with life.

Teacher told me I'm 'negative'. Fell asleep. Moved on with life.

Found out a few people liked me. Told them to fuck off. Moved on with life.

Posting this entry. Watching TV. Moving on with this pointless life.

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the song, 01-11-04 12:16pm

whats that song you have in your background? its awsome.

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01-11-04 7:16pm

sounds like fun!!!

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Re:, 01-11-04 8:50pm

Erin. The song is "New Pain" by Static-X

Stef... Go away.

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01-11-04 10:27pm

Yeah, that's the key with 'life.' Move on. Fuck it.

Im around if you ever need to yell. I'll ttyl.


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01-18-04 4:39pm

"Heard a really good friend hates me now. Took a piss. Moved on with life." hahah I love that.

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08-11-05 6:39am

Hey, I know you don't know me... my name is Patrick.
I know exactly how you feel. I once felt the same way. I just wanted to say that if you ever need anyone to talk to about stuff like this... I just want you to know that I am here if you need someone like that. Take care of yourself and I hope to talk to you later.

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