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sugarpeep (profile) wrote,
on 4-14-2002 at 12:18am
Current mood: amused
Subject: my head hurts

pic of the day. By Amber Lyn Hill.

What a mess my mind is in right now. The guy from the pet shop likes me.. and.. frankly.. I'm not interested.. Eldarath.. says he loves me... and frankly.. he's in Georgia... Sean wants me to be his girlfriend.. and frankly.. he's a pervert. What else? I like John.. I have no problems with him liking me.. except.. frankly.. he's in Wisconson. And who do I really like anyways??? I'm not so sure anymore. It scares me to not like anyone. I feel weird. One thing I still love.. and always will..unless I loose my right hand.. is making art! You just waite till I get my scanner working. Boy Houdy. Why do I say that.. I don't like saying it but boy houdy it comes right out.

I need to be myself more. I've been feeling repressed. When I hang out with Chrissany or Katrina I just let loose. It feels good. I'm not myself around Karen.. don't know why. I'll have to get back to you on that though cause there has to be a reason. maybe all the "oi vey, Michele"'s. *shrug*.

Bought my prom dress.. it's dark blue. I'm going to punch any chick that has the same dress... I don't care what date is on your receipt.. it's an excuse to punch someone.

I love degus.

I also got my suit for senior interviews. Those scare me. I have no clue why. I'm usually good under pressure like that. but.. I have a feeling I'll screw up. Eh.. just get it over with.



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crazygirl

04-15-02 10:40pm

=( that's sad.. i wish you were more yourself around me. i feel like something has changed between us too... we have to put it to a stop.

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sugarpeep

Re:, 04-16-02 7:45am

I agree.. and I'm working on it. :P So hard to change.

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