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cutie2187 (profile) wrote,
on 3-4-2004 at 8:23pm
im so tired...my dad has began again with his shit...he makes me feel so horrible..i iwsh one day i could be perfect for him...i work so hard for him i do everything just to make him happy...i dont know what else i can do...i hate him so bad...the sad part of all this im attracted to guys just like my father...im terried about that...arg he hurts me so bad...i have panic attacks now because of him...yes if people dont know what they are...they are not lovely...they are really umm odd...but im going to go...i did the dumbest thing tonight too...i called alex cesar and he looked so hurt...i didnt know what to do...im fucking horrible...arg...bye
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Anonymous

03-04-04 11:04pm

you arnt horrible... the guy you call father is a pretty bad dude... you span from that... people like me and him are horrible i guess... but you arnt horrible at all...

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cutie2187

Re:, 03-05-04 4:06pm

thanx i guess...

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Anonymous

03-04-04 11:37pm

donna your a great person and Your dads just an asshole... well hope you feel better

-Mike-

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cutie2187

Re:, 03-05-04 4:06pm

i feel much better..thanx...

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