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RagDoll (profile) wrote,
on 1-1-2003 at 9:43am
[27 |07:38am]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Voices in the Dark (Erotic Remix); Enigma ]

Mystery solved. I didn't know the mystery friend, and it turns out the friend didn't know me. Just knew me from surprised me, because I hadn't heard of it until now. Odd.

The friend seems sweet. Looking forward to more emails.

[25 |09:59am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Look to The Sky; System S.F. Feat w/Anna ]

It's quiet, just recovering from a heavy blizzard.

It's all so cold and lovely. I'm watching enough James Bond to kill an ox (And realizing that 'you only live twice' would be -quite- a different movie if it was filmed now), With the exception of E, I contacted everyone I needed to for the holidays. S is asleep, and I'm on my latest quest.

Some of you don't know, but I'm tracking a lurker on my livejournal called cj_crew.also known as moonshadow. I'm listed as a friend -of- him, but that's become a bit meaningless as he has connected to a lot of friends. RL is on his list as well. We have few interests linking us, so I looked for more information on his site on


He's a doller of some sort, but a romantic one. I'm cuirous. I'm determined to read his stuff first, then his livejournal, before I go say Hi...The hunt is on.

Merry Christmas, one and all

[20 |02:57pm]
[ mood | hyper ]


I have -11- days off starting -tomorrow!!!- I work Christmas, and the two days following, and -THAT'S IT!!!!!- WOW!

R, why didn't you inform me that Baz Luhrmann is doing La Boheme on Broadway?!?!!!! I need to be kept abreast of these things!!!

And the movie 'Hero' with Jet Li, Zhang Ziyi, Tony Leung and Maggie Cheung?!?! And it's being directed by another romantic director taking a swing at martial arts flicks...*dreamy sigh*

[19 |05:33pm]
[ mood | enraged ]



Apparently there's a form of autism that makes you a jerk. EVERY insensitive emotional throwback I've dealt with has had this condition from the not-lamented PrettyDollStar on. You would think that one would want to cure this, to stop being a JACKASS and work on dealing with people in a pleasant emotionally engaging level. But no. The stupid ones are just bastards. But the smart ones...It's hard to believe that anyone with a high intelligence would think that being a pain in the ass was an advantage.

I have spent a huge part of my life looking inside and saying 'what am I doing wrong?' I've worked to become sensitive and caring, and to ease others pain. I can't see how one could look inside and say 'Gee, I -am- the most important creature in the world. How lovely!'

Some dos and don'ts

Don't seek to be a dom until you're capable of handling the responsibility. And don't think subs are attaching themselves to you because you're naturally higher on the food chain. This is a -ROLE-. If you can't take off the mask, don't play the game. Or...Barring all that, GET LAID FIRST. Dominant virgins are a joke.

It is not necessary to explain every day what important piece of philosophy you're reading. If I'm talking to you, I'm assuming you're intelligent. Trying to show off to me proves I'm mistaken.

Anyone who says they're mature for their age, isn't.

The MATRIX isn't bad because it ignores perpetual motion. It's a film. A film is only bad if you don't care about the characters.

Being called painfully literal isn't insulting. Insulting is listening to someone criticize a former sub because she chose someone else over you. Insulting is listening to how the world would be better off if minimum-wage employees received less. Insulting is coming from privilege and assuming that poor people just don't work as hard as you do.

I place a curse, made and sealed this day, bound in gravity and stitched with leather. May you spend the rest of your life exactly as you are. As you believe in the perfection of your perception now, let it -always- be so. I will collect your lonely, miserable remains 50 years from now.

[19 |03:41pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | PERKIGOTH RADIO! ]

I think I forgot to mention that I started playing the demo of the Windows game Syberia.

To my two windows using gamer friends: FIND THE DEMO. NOW! NOW!

The opening is a damned clockwork funeral!!!

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rerrs, 01-01-03 10:01am

Oh my...clockwork funeral...send it over.

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INSUFFERABLE PRICK! DIE! DIE! DIE!, 01-01-03 10:03am

Why do I get the feeling that a certain young buck nicknamed for an insectile helicopter has succeeded in getting even further under your skin, Rowan?

And, if my guess is correct, I heartilly second your pronouncements against him.


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rerrs, 01-01-03 10:03am

"Dominant virgins are a joke." This is great. However, I have to say that if I didn't like, and know you, so well, I might think this post smacked of something along these lines: Fucking virgins should just shut the fuck up because they clearly don't know anything about anything, having never experienced half of life. But I do know you. That said, you should stop hanging around Coffee Shop Pseudo-Intellectuals. These are the type of people that approach you just because you look like you might be one of them, as you drink coffee and read books while wearing black glasses. So while you're minding your own business--only at said coffee shop so you could get out of your house for a few hours--they sidle up to your table with a copy of Plato's Republic under their arm, and start yammering away about how great a work it is, and how it would really enlighten our society. But you know they've got the Cliff's Notes of the Republic stashed in the back seat of their car, and have probably never opened the actual text. These are the people that I advise you, and everyone else, to stay away from. Even virgins hate them.

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20th hyper BORING, 01-01-03 10:06am


I like keeping you out of the loop as often as possible. I wouldn't want anything to happen along the lines of you getting to be nearly as cool as I am.

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perkigoth radio, 01-12-08 12:16am

Wondering if you still listen?

We are no longer 5 stations, but 1 but I'm still here..

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