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| lp13a13ex54x (profile) wrote, on 1-2-2003 at 9:27pm | |
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| my best friend thinks im a horrible person. my best friend says she doesnt think we should be talking for a while. my best friend said that im nasty on the inside that i have no compassion and that im something that im really not. it makes you feel like the biggest @$$hole in the world. you won. is this really how life is supposed to end? wake me up alright? ~ Here i am on the phone again and...Awkward silences on the other end I used to know the sound, of a smile, in your voice But right now, all i feel is the pain of fighting starting up again All the things we talked about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every time, after time, after time Dont say a word, i know you feel the same, Just give me a sign, say anything say anything Please don't walk away I know you wanna stay, If you just gimmie a sign say anything say anything Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers But i dont want that, no not for you and if you just stay with me we can make it through So here we are again, same old argument And now im wondering if things will ever change When will you laugh again? Laugh like you did back when we'd make noise til 3 am and the neighbors would complain All the things we talked about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every time after time after time Dont say a word, i know you feel the same, Just give me a sign, say anything say anything Please don't walk away I know you wanna stay, If you just gimmie a sign say anything say anything ~*Good Charlotte*~Say Anything*~ You kno, it took a hell of alot of compassion to put something that cheesy in here, or maybe you just have to be benji or joel..who knowz...but either way, I always loved that song and i never really knew why because i didnt really go through a situation where it fit me...I guess things change. I spent a lot of time tonight crying about this, i dunt kno maybe i thought it would help or something. But it really didnt. I was wrong, we both were...But i dont think that us not talking to eachother is going to do anything but make it worse. It's stupid...and yes that IS my opinion..i luv ya hen, as much as i wanna try and stay mad at you....i really really do.I have problems...with...me..i kno i do..but i cant fix them right now and i hate it when people point them out when i know that they're there. but honestly...if i really treated people THAT horrible, i dont think id have anybody....which is basicly how i feel right now...no im not trying to make you feel bad because chances are that you wont..but just.think about it i guess,l8er ~ p.s ..if it means anything at all, the first comment i made in your latest entry, the first part of that first comment...where i sed i was sorry but i just had to run away...that was before i read your journal entry...something i was getting ready to say when i signed back on aim...but you signed off right as i got on...or at least your name got all italicy. |
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xsexibonitamamix | SPOOF!, 01-04-03 3:41pm my best friend couldnt go to the mall with me. my best friend says she didn't get to talk to her mom about going. my best friend said "wud up cuh?". it makes you feel very..un-colored. you scare me. is this really how life is supposed be lyke? wake me up when i'm actually the black person and yur the white one, alrytey?.....hehe i hadta dew it! im a hoser!
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| xcherrycherrysx | splat, 01-04-03 3:50pm :shoots you and takes back hoser for the forkin canadians damnit!: |
xsexibonitamamix | Re: splat, 01-04-03 4:03pm owch! I have been shot..in the leg! Let me see if I can walk on it!~*Tries to stand on it but it cracks*~ Oh ok..it's definately broken....may I have another o *Magikal* Er!n? Pleesh? I gravel at yur feet! No not reheli. die. and oh.....HII STEPHANIEE! |
lp13a13ex54x | Re: Re: splat, 01-04-03 6:28pm hello thurr pplz vat eesh oop? ::burpz from the stupid cheap cola:: LUNCHABLE cola that is! bwah! im tiiiiiiiiiiired ::yawnz lyk a mad woman:: hmmz,im talking to de jookie boy right now..yupyup...wellz imma go so bye eenerbeanz bye henny pie! im out ~*lyk dat*~ -Stephie |
| xcherrycherrysx | sporks make food better, 01-05-03 10:03pm k!!! .. even though your not online.. yeah.. k.. BYE! |