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| emmyd (profile) wrote, on 6-8-2004 at 10:35am | |
| Current mood: aggravated Music: buddy holly...weezer Subject: errg |
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| saturday nite was fucked up... this is my comment in kelseys journal that will explain everything... omg i dont think ive ever had that feeling that i ahd that ntie wen that guy was walking with us to the Security Office..My dad maybe said a total of 30 words to me..and my mom..im not gunna get into that..lets just sum it up by saying that they think that im a disgrace,and are ashamed to have me as their daughter...thats wat they said last nite...from 8:45-11:00 i cried and cried...i think the hardest thing was actually looking my dad in the eye and saying im sorry...ive never done that before :-(... The Punishment -Grounded for a LONG time -Not allowed to go to the mall unless with my mom -Not allowed to go out, except to school, and to FL..but my dad said that he doesnt want me to go to Florida anymore cuz he thinks im a horrible influence on Nikki -Can't IM anyone on EmmyD89 :-( -The Worst part...im not allowed to see Kelsey and Meaghan..im sorry girlz :-[ I agree with meaghan..im going to start trying to act COMPLETELY different..and another thing that happend last nite wen i was talking to me mom, is that i was crying and i was so mad that i told her about me wanting to die, and how ive tried to kill myself..so she said shes gunna call the doctor so i can go to Therapy :-\ yupp so that cutting myself on saturday afternoon..was pointless cuz i didnt kno that later on that nite i would want to do it more and more. My mom asked me was i was thinking wen that guy walked up to us..and i said "i wanted to die" well..im gunna go and sit in my bed and cry a little more. Now i have to wait and wait for the Letter to be mailed to us telling us wen he have to go to Court ugh im such a fuck up (friend with bags forever)- didnt work out that way, did it? I love you Kelsey Dunne and Meaghan Fahey!!! -Emily ugh..please comment to help me feel better.... |
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