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playmate101 (profile) wrote,
on 6-17-2004 at 12:22am
Current mood: bitchy
Music: THiRD WHEEL // UPPER CLASS TRASH
Subject: life is stunning. or not.
i feel like someone gave me a million diamonds... but nobody did.

o0o0o0o ELLEN! uh... i got a call from this place today... called JOHN ROBERT POWERS *shrug* they offered me an interview... idk but i know my mommy won't let me do it either... i wish i could sign too. maybe if u can convince ur parents? 561-655-2777 EXT. 207. i don't know that's what they told me to call.... if i can convince my parents to say yes. lalala. i'm in the same situation... maybe we can work out a plan to get outta all this and make this work FOR us instead of AGAINST us? idk <3

anyways..... i fought with daddy today. duh! he thinks i am going anorexic or something? idk i don't even want to talk about it. +hide me+ besides that... after danielle left... i got rejected AGAIN my mommy taking me to see jonah... and then brittany offered... but yeah THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN. uh. o well. so i was dragged to brandsmart to look for kitchen appliances with the rest of the family. that was enjoyable. not. the only part that was... was when i was dancing like crazy to songs from different radios & mommy caught me and gave me a funny look. then me & my brother were pretending to jump off the second floor... and TAZ the guy that was helping my parents look for appliances yelled at us. um... then when i was singing to random songs.... mommy gave me another funny look... i do need to do more songwriting tho. i put it off.... but i've had ideas popping left and right.... i just don't write it down. stupid blonde. yikes.

jonah isn't in a good mood. so i guess i should just steer away from him tonight cause i guess i'm making him in a less enjoyable mood than he already is... and i don't like doing that. wish i knew how to cheer the boy up. i love boys. hehe.

um... i watched SIMPLE LIFE 2. good stuff. then i watched the ashlee simpson show. damn that inspires me so much. her & her boyfriend broke up tho. =/ cute couple... but not meant for each other. o well there are many fish in the sea. umm.... independence is always something every girl has to count on. i know i do. its just natural.

so i'm out. wow christian is online. i gotta talk to him! <3 peace. xoxo
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naztymizzbella

06-17-04 9:54pm

yeh, i*ve heard of JRP. they*re kinda like Barbizon (which i did). they both have classes yoo hafta graduate from jez ta become part of their agency. it*ll cost a couple thousand $$ and, in tha end, it*s not worth it. buhleev me :/

whut i*ve decided ta do, since i love acting (even tho i dun really like theater), is imma audition fer upcoming plays at tha Lake Worth Playhouse and anywhere i can around tha area. my advice, if yoo*re only interested in modeling is ta hook up with actual agencies like Sarah Parker Modeling (in gardens or juno, i ferget?). most agencies are in south beach & orlando, tho.

modeling & acting are soo hard ta get inta tho. buh dun get discouraged... if tha odds are 1000 ta 1, make sure yoo*re tha 1.

i*ll be praying fer tha both of us!

thanx fer thinkin of me :)

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