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sandatthebeach (profile) wrote,
on 6-20-2004 at 4:15pm
Current mood: bored
Subject: BEADS!!!
i've had this crazy inspiration where i want to make everything.....but....er...i don't always have the patience to do so. but yesterday i went to hobby lobby and got a whole mess of beads right? it was so sweet cuz i was like i never wear jewelry because one i think they're annoying and two because i don't want to spend the money. well i figured if i made my own stuff i'd wear it....so i got a whole mess of beads....i wanted to get more things but i didn't have enough money. anywho...i was cleaning out my room the other night and i found some of my old clothes...i'm like hm...if i add a little something here and cut off this piece here it'd look really cool. so i decided...i'm gonna go to all these thrift stores and buy clothes but like alter them and make them look all cool and stuff....i'm just waiting for my mom to finally get me a sewing machine....

i feel really bad though because my parents are having to spend so much money on me. before school starts they promised me a new flute (eek!) which i'm happy about. i still have the vocal workshop that i'm going to and we only have the down payment paid....so that's some more money thye ahve to spend....and then if i make this one choir thing....that's another couple hundred. ::sigh:: i'm debating on whether i should go to theatre fest or not....it's not exactly free....and there's other things i want to do/get. i'm trying to decide...waht's more important? ::sigh::

i was talking to my dad the other night about college and whatnot.....and i decided...i really do want to go now. before i was afraid to....i was scared of leaving home...but now i'm ready. and i'm gonna work my ass off so i can get into the college that i want...or somewhere near that one school. the more i read about that school the more i want to go. it's like oh man...this place rocks and has so opportunities. ::crosses fingers:: i hope i get in....and i swear not to slack on purpose....shh it makes sense to me.

i'm gonna go for now....

Always, Sandy
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Anonymous

06-20-04 11:26pm

hi love
if you feel bad about all this $ business, get a job...Starbucks is hiring, so is this new smoothie place in Libertyville
-goli

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