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derrangeddemon666 (profile) wrote,
on 6-25-2004 at 5:12am
Subject: problems work has caused already
now i am starting work i dont want to leave boro as this is the first time in the last 5 years ive had my life sorted out and been happy with the way things are going, sally is still on about leaving though, and i cant leave the job as if i quit then i won't even be able to claim jobseekers for 6 months, which means i will be screwed. She still wants to leave if she has to but if she does that will mean the end of us. I don't want that to happen but its the only way it can happen, unless she changes her mind and decides to stay here in which case i can support us both on my wages until she finishes whatever but i can't wait around for years for her if she does go, so our options are either she stays or we end, tis pretty shitty really, if i go with her im literaly skint for 6 month's, and i know fine well she would not be able to support me even if i would let her but if she stayed it would mean that we could still be together, but she would just have to stay and change her mind of what she wants to do.....or get transport for a job or uni somewhere else, leeds is an hour's drive and she could always do that on a morning and night. These are the only possible futures i can see for us and at the moment they are looking very bleak unless she learns to give a little..... or a lot. with me i would be giving up everything if i where to up and leave she could always get a proper full-time job and give up on uni for a few years until we got housing n stuff sorted out, and then she could go to uni and do what she wants
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melikepeas

06-25-04 10:17am

there are jobs in leeds you know, millions of 'em. If i did end up going down there we could always apply for jobs down there before we go. Simple really.

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derrangeddemon666

Re:, 06-27-04 8:54am

yes i know therre are but now i have a decent job i want to keep it....unless i can get a transfer then i wont be going nowhere. Sorry babes

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