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| andi (profile) wrote, on 7-19-2004 at 9:01pm | |
| Current mood: Confused damn it Music: dashboard Confessional Subject: my sitaution (sp) |
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| ok so I'm screwed. I let myself get screwed over. I know I should of resisted but I couldn't. I can't. I think its b/c I feel vonerable and just want to get close w/ someone...a guy to be exact b/c the guy that I have isn't exactly there for my needs. I'm not really sure if my feelings are really true or its b/c i'm vonderable. I want to know so bad if my feelings are true. If they are true then i have some work to do. If they are not then i am screwed a lil more i think. I'm confused and i want to talk about it to a person, but i shouldn't. so i am not. I'm torn in 2 ways. I don't want to be. i want to find out my answer. but there is no way i will know until like maybe 2 weeks after school starts. I know i am vunerable like if a hot guy wanted to make out w/ me I am afraid I would do it. I shouldn't but I would. U know what I would like right now? i want to be in a guy's arms. It can just be a friend. Just the feelin of bein held and loved even if its just in a friend way, its a great feeling. I miss that feeling of bein held and all of the jazz that comes w/ it. I haven't had that in soo long and it sucks....a lot. +AndI+ |
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| Anonymous | 07-19-04 9:21pm ill hold you |
andi | 07-19-04 9:25pm Thanks joe.
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tubularchick88 | being held, 07-19-04 10:13pm its almost like being held is more special than the other physical stuff...hard to explain but true |