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sherriffsteve (profile) wrote,
on 7-27-2004 at 8:49am
I remember how it was last year, I was the happiest person I think I've ever been. The Lord was hovering over me then. He was in my heart and I wasn't afraid of anything. But I fell away, because it got so hard. I'm really ashamed. But He's not going to let me feel that way because He loves me. So I'm sorry if I let you believe I was someone else. Because who I was with you wasn't really who I am. I am a child of God. I belong to him. It hurts to know that I could be so selfish. And I can understand if your confused about God because of me. and I'm sorry. He is the only one worth pleasing anyway. And I know that you might not want to hear this, but I know you said I love you, and I know that I didn't say it back.

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07-27-04 2:17pm

well, if you're going to blame our relationship on you falling away from God, then i guess really didn't know you at all, and i only thought i did because you put on a good mask.
and i guess i didn't even know that i wouldn't mean it when i said i love you the last time.

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Re:, 07-27-04 4:36pm

I'm not blaming the end of this relationship on anyone but myself. I should have opened up to you more but I didn't. And even though we claim to have this over because of our distance, I keep having the feeling like this was suppose to happen. I know that you have been searching for someone to love, it just wasn't me. I guess. God has a plan for all of us. And I pray that you understand that.

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