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fumu (profile) wrote,
on 8-21-2004 at 10:08pm
Current mood: fuck love
i've decided...at least for now...that love...love is fake. there's no such thing as love. it's an addiction, an illusion. and i hate it. it's so fake. yet, it's so real when you're in it. and when it's one sided, when it's not with you, it becomes so fake, it's sickening...i can see through it...but we are human...and when we say i love you, we've become completely enthralled and enraptured by the other person...we are willing to give anything at that point...anything to fulfill that addiction, anything to keep feeling that thing which we call love...
to all those who believe in pure love...please ignore this. o how i wish i believed in it...and yet i can't escape it. im not strong enough, and neither are those who experience it...whoever you may be...it's entirely overpowering...but i can't have it right now...and it's hurting...
so until someone or something proves me wrong...i don't believe in love. i love you because i can't get enough of you. i love you because you complete me. i love you because i'll give anything for you to be here with me. i love you because i love everything you do and everything you are...the way you are makes me feel the way i feel...i love you. but i don't. i don't love you because there's no such thing as love...
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Anonymous

08-22-04 10:40pm

there is a thing called love. I think what you are trying to say is that u refuse to believe in the typical definition of "love." nonetheless u r experiencing it. however u define it, that's love. if u say u refuse to believe in love because it hurts u. than u r believing in love just by saying that. don't deny it, just accept it. even if u don't feel it, everyone around seems to embrace it either way...

i know how u feel. it bring u down to the bottomless pit, seems like love is everything... but if u look around... world is made up with more than just love. one thing may bring u down... but there are tone of other things to bring u up. i'm not gonna tell u to keep ur head up, but u gotta look around,. if u don't want to look at this one thing, than look to something else.

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Anonymous

08-23-04 4:42am

I¡¯m just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I¡¯m far away from home
And I¡¯ve been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I¡¯ve been looking back to find
Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you can¡¯t make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You¡¯re headed for disaster
¡¯cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

I¡¯m just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there¡¯s no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can¡¯t you see that it¡¯s impossible to choose
No there¡¯s no making sense of it
Every way I go I¡¯m bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It¡¯ll drain the power that¡¯s in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You¡¯re the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
It¡¯ll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won¡¯t understand why
You¡¯d give your life, you¡¯d sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end...
In the end...

Queen - Too much love will kill you


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fumu

08-24-04 3:35am

so too much love may kill me. i agree. but assuming that love does exist, i'd rather die than not give or receive all that love had to offer.

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Anonymous

08-28-04 3:49am

love isnt something u believe in.
it's a fancy and romantic label placed on what u described above.
nobody likes to know that the feelings that they have for someone are simply nature's way of helping along reproduction.
so they call it love...
spiced up with images of "soulmates" the idea instantly becomes appealing.
maybe those that dont realize this are lucky, that they are so innocent and pure
but what makes you better and unique is that you have realized all this.
you've just simply seen through all the romanticized magic. you have the ability to see through all the crap so that when you actually have feelings for someone, it's real and not something as trivial as "love at first sight"
just follow your own beliefs.. and you'll find that lucky man who you'll enjoy talking with, spending time with, and doing everyhting with; that is love.
so when u find that person that you absolutely care about, just go with the flow and enjoy urself instead of trying to deny what your feelings mean, because no matter what you wanna call it... that is love

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