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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 8-23-2004 at 10:07am | |
| Current mood: sad, annoyed, just ... |
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| I know no one reads this journal if you do, well that's nice all this stuff with cyler and "the group" and tori and the older, guys, all this it's starting to piss me off live and let live, that phrase ring a bell? lay off all of this, it's creating a rift between close friends, and even not so close friends, but just hearing bad rumors or getting/giving wrong information, that's no reason to create a rift, you know the guy who's writing this, can you imagin how much shit I get, how many people really do hate me, how much shit I get on a daily basis. People don't like me and chances are I've always got one or more friends pissed off every day. But who the fuck cares, it doesn't bother me that much. Once it gets to he said she said I tune it out, who cares what someone thought another person said. By the sound of all this there's a hell of alot of misunderstanding going on, can't people just forget crap that might not be true and focus on solid truths, if you need to just find out from the source. You all say it's not so easy as I make it sound, well it's how I live life. I get shit for that too, but that's what seems right, if something is seriously causing trouble then find out straight from the source what's going on. I'm just trying to give a somewhat logical idea of what's to be done here, and I don't care if I have to do it for someone, send me out. I have confidence that people tell me at least half the truth. Just calm down and listen to eachother for once. I'll help if you want, just tell me how, no one will. But I'm here and I'm sick and tired of seeing my friends get torn apart by rumors, slanders, misunderstandings, and different ideas. So either figure this out or stop fighting and move on, I don't know the truth for sure of everything, it's like a divorce, if you string it out longer with more misunderstanding and fighting it's only worse for everyone, and more draining. I'm sorry really for being so annoyed by all this, but I know half of you won't read this. I try not to get emotional, but I can't help it sometimes. Cyler's worried about Tori getting hurt, and Tori doesn't want anyone to ruin her new, happy as far as I've heard so I'll believe it, and good friendship with older, and from what people say, more mature guys. I've got no problem with either side, but you're not protecting eachother from being hurt here, you're not preserving anything weith eachother, you're hurting eachother, causing pain and suffering, even if that comes in the form of anger, rage can hurt to. And one other thing, when's the last time one of you called me. I know I move around alot, and I'm not here alot, but I try calling you all, long distance even, just to say hi. Not often, but I try, and sometimes I get through, most of the time I get a she's not here, try this number, busy tone. If you want I'll get out of this issue, but tearing apart friendships and slandering eachother just makes no sense to me for the mere misunderstandings and opposing ideas. Makes no sense to me, it does to you, I try to see the three sides of an argument, maybe I'm not seeing it, beut from above it seems a bad thing to be arguing so badly about. That's all I have to say, listen to this or don't that's your choice, just don't tell me I'm full of shit. |
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independenttruckergrl | 08-23-04 10:47am I agree with all of that.
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poisonedheart | 08-23-04 11:36am Very well put. |
shroudofrain | 08-24-04 5:34am ummm... would you happen to know where Michel is? could you give me the number at where she is staying at? or have you already talked to her? anyway, if you havent could you or something cause yeah. anyway, talk to you later. |
Twitchy | Re:, 08-24-04 9:52am I tried to call you once about that but I don't think oyu were around, she might not be able to make it, she might be over at the ocean, but try 533-0580 |
shroudofrain | 08-25-04 8:44pm change of party plans.
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shroudofrain | 08-29-04 7:39pm IM FREE TOMORROW TILL 2PM! IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING CALL ME AND WELL THINK OF SOMETHING! YAY! |