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| sadsongsnmyhead87 (profile) wrote, on 9-5-2004 at 6:10pm | |
| Current mood: sad Music: Railway Blues composed by meee Subject: I Feel... |
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| I feel old...I have no friends older than me...or at least any I actually talk to still... I feel like the biggest loser in the world... I feel dead...and I dunno how to live again... I feel unwanted...because I'm so boring... I feel sick... I feel distant... I feel cold... I feel...bleh... The sun is never going to shed light again because no matter how hard it'll try, it'll never penetrate the dark thick storm clouds... Likewise, I'm afraid I'm forever old, unwanted, sick, and dead...and there's nothing that'll ever change that... It does make me wonder...why do people younger than me want to actually talk to me...and the rest of the world ignores me... It really does make me wonder. Maybe I relate to people younger than me more than I relate to people of my own age or older. ;_; This is makin' me sad...sad, indeed. I wanna shoot myself... Everyone is growing up...and I feel like--like a botanist watching my precious plants grow. Eh... o.O;; [weird analogy] I'm getting all the more older, but I dun feel it... 26 days till my 17th birthday...but I dun think I'm supposed to feel like this. ...This is hopless. I should just stop... Stop breathing... |
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