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HollishDanishM (profile) wrote,
on 9-13-2004 at 6:31pm
Music: Wheatus- Teenage Dirtbag
Subject: AG & AS
It doesn't matter how hard you try to block something out, you can always hear it buzzing in the background. I don't believe in that theory, just to make yourself happy and not to worry about anything else, TINA, haha. Don't worry, babe, it's not a personal attack!
I just think that sometimes people step all over you, cross a certain boundary, treat another person like garbage, and so on. That's wrong. We should all take care of each other, because we live in this world together. When I'm in need, you help me. And when you're in need I help you.
That isn't, that you can't stand alone. Everyone should be independent to some point, everyone should be able to walk through the halls without someone on either side. But most people are. Most people know how to be independent.
We all think we know how to be happy, but there are just some days where you can't block out the bad stuff, and only focus on the good. Sometimes the bad stuff overwhelms the good stuff so intensly, and washes the good stuff out.

I'm trying just to shrug it off, not to listen to it I guess, but it's hard. I don't know if it's the right method or anything, we'll see how it works. It's all about seeing what's right for you as a person.

As long as my school day does not turn sour as a whole, I'll be fine. I miss my schedule from last year all of a sudden, there were no "bad" periods. This year there are.

I love this little thing we have going. I can't figure it out yet, I can never figure it out really, but I like it. It's innocent, harmless fun and it's very comfortable. It makes me feel good, is all. And nothing's wrong with that.

Good day to you.

-Mette
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its a cruel world. what can one do?, 09-13-04 10:33pm

yah, tried thta done that. it doesn't work. the world is a cruel place there is no room for caring thats the thing. If I've learned anything I've learned that. When i actually cared about people and had a heart i was maker "weird" or "ew shes strange"
I mean, I know what ur saying but really no one gives a fuck in this world. only one thing matters u urself and you. It's so rare u find someone who actually stops for someone to be nice out of pure kindness.

but the way the world is no one does anything without wanting anything in return. it's cruel, it's harsh.. but hey it's the world. a person walks right by you pushes you and doesn't even look back to see if you're alright. that's the world for u.

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