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musicalbabe (profile) wrote,
on 9-16-2004 at 10:19pm
Current mood: dorky
Subject: Who should be in bed right now?
*raises hand* OOH!! ME!! ME!!

It's so depressing to wake up and it's still dark. Zero period...

After an only silghtly enlightening minimum day, I went downtown with Ali, Sara, Sarah, and Meredith. Yummers.

After that I went home and then went to the doctor's to *dun dun DUNNNNNNN* GET MY EARS PIERCED!! So yeah. I now have pierced ears. *shrug*

Is anyone else depressed that people are already starting to talk about Homecoming? Can't Homecoming just wait until I actually find someone I want to go with? I mean, seriously... How come it was so easy last year?! Couldn't I at least have my eye on someone? Usually it's not the 'finding someone to like' part that's hard for me...

I don't know why, but it's really starting to get to me that I have a nonexistant love life. So much so, in fact, that I did a really, really stupid thing. I spent like half an hour searching for text online that showed that someone cared about me. I actually don't regret doing it because I found something that made me smile that I hadn't seen before: the words 'I luv Mel.' Now, seeing as it's been 17 months since those feelings were revealed and it means absolutely NOTHING now, it shouldn't have made much difference to me. Somehow, though, it did. Ya know, it's been about that long since a guy has said that to me. I think maybe I was wondering why anyone would feel that way about me...

Anyway, it made me happy, so it's all good. Thanks to the person who wrote that...

Concert choir tomorrow. Oddly enough, in a year that's gone from my least favorite choral music class to my favorite. It's funny how things change...
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Anonymous

eerrrgh, 09-16-04 10:01pm

i hear you man. zero can really suck. good thing i've learned to (sort of) function in the mroning. I hope i can pass math though. 7:30 class does not maximize my chances on getting good grades.

Maybe the reason you're depressed about homecoming is because NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT IT YET! IT IS A FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION. Seriously, you are the ONLY person I've heard talking about it. Everyone else is busy bitching about their hw still.
And you are loved. even if it's not in an "I want to make out with you" way.

But don't even start talking about love lives. You're liek the only person who's had one. Lol. out of our freinds at least. Well Rachel had a bf, but no one else has, right?

Unless someone has a secret Swahili lover that we don't know about.

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musicalbabe

Re: eerrrgh, 09-16-04 10:15pm

lol! and i beg to differ about the homecoming thing. marching band voted yesterday morning for our homecoming court nominees and the seniors have already had their first round of nominations. i take math in the ASB portable and they have homecoming posters everywhere about what the t-shirts'll look like and stuff.

homecoming is closer than you think...AND IT NEEDS TO GO AWAY!! AHHH!! *stresses out*

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Anonymous

Re: Re: eerrrgh, 09-16-04 11:18pm

iv had bfs, but i cant say they were secret swahili lovers... sry louise (? i think that was louise) but yeah, i have to say i also find my lack of a lovelife quite depressing... o well, and iv mentioned hc, but i dont obsess bout it!! dont worry, ur not the only one who needs to find a date- i vote for a date- hunting expedition sumtime soon! and i luv u! but sry not in an i wanna make out w/ u way either haha ~s

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: eerrrgh, 09-17-04 12:28am

Mel i totally agree, i think people are talking about hc, but instead of saying who they might want to go with they are wondering why other people are talking about it. I have had bf's, i dunno i would rather go with a guy friend to hc then a bf, its a different kind of "relationship" and you can have more fun. But yea we do need to go and find some cute guys to go with, and if we cant, then screw it and we can all go together and steal other peoples dates..or not..but still..

Ok yea it is depressing to have like no love life, but still what kind of a love life are you going to have in highschool anyway? Seriosly dont stress mel, there are a lot of guys at our school and im sure you will find one.
~Mer

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musicalbabe

Re: Re: Re: Re: eerrrgh, 09-17-04 12:42am

meredith, people used to find their HUSBANDS in high school!! I HAVE REASON TO BE FREAKING OUT!! haha.

about the guy friend thing--yeah, i was thinking about that too. too bad all of my guy friends MOVED AWAY in like 5th grade...lol! all of my other guy friends are taken...:-/

besides, now that you've all mentioned making out, I REALLY WANT TO!! LIKE OMG KISS ME RIGHT NOWWWWW!!! haha. no really. my lips need some action. (and NOT on a dare with ricky...lol!)

actually...there IS someone that i'd want to go with...it's just that i don't know him very well (anymore
). molly might disown me if i went with him and it wouldn't be likely to work out anyway... *coughthinkromeoandjulietlastyearwithmollycough*

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eerrrgh, 09-17-04 1:52am

mel you crack me up, i thought you found husbands in college...and like after college...and if you want to find your husband in highschool you have 3 years..lots of time!

and the guy...as in the one that everyone has liked once, who walks by us with a freshman girl every day at lunch, that is in mollys spanish class?

Guy friends: TERRANCE, to name one. Mel you have guy friends, from church, marching band, speaking of that..you could go with that freshy lane who you danced with at the back to school dance..hmm

~Mer



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musicalbabe

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: eerrrgh, 09-17-04 7:31pm

well yeah. PERSONALLY, i'm not looking for a future husband right now. that'd be silly. but i was watching some news special about how teens these days don't like serious relationships and would prefer a friends with benefits kind of thing and how different that is from like 20 years ago when high schoolers looked for their husbands/wives in high school. (which i'm assuming is because many ppl didn't GO to college.)

Terrance: it'd be fun to go with him, but he totally just broke up with one of my friends. that makes him a no. besides, he's not in marching band anymore so i see him like NEVER. i'm not gonna go with someone i don't know very well.

lane: (the hot freshman in marching band that i danced with at the bts dance) he's a player and he has a crush on some freshman girl in orchestra anyway. i totally thought he had a crush on gabi but whatever. besides, i don't know him that well either. no lane.

and ummm....no. not danny. 'i'm not even sure what you meant by that anyway. like as in 'danny is a guy friend that is taken?' cuz no, he's not. he's not a guy friend. or 'danny is the coughcough molly guy'? romeo and juliet, molly, and danny don't go together. i don't even know if they were in the same english class! not quite sure where you got that one...

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Anonymous

High School Husbands, 09-17-04 9:12pm

Okay Melissa. This is a thinking exercise. I want you to give me ten reasons why you NEED a bf. I totally think you are capable of function without one, but you're getting slightly obsessive.
Don't stress about hc. It's only a stupid dance (i know, i know, some ppl think it's not stupid, but i mean HOMECOMING? Who's coming home? And if high school=home for ppl, they need a life. Or a therapist)
And I didn't read Mer's thingy too carefully but you're mentioning molly and danny in the same sentence along with romeo and juliet and just so you know DANNY IS GOING OUT WITH LEIGH! Who he has been drooling over since she shadowed Molly last year.
Anyway, Melissa, I want those ten reasons. Due tomorrow. They have to be GOOD. Make some extras if you don't think yours are going to satisfy me.

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musicalbabe

Re: High School Husbands, 09-17-04 9:35pm

okay wait. I NEVER MENTIONED DANNY!! by coughthinkromeoandjulietwithmollycough i meant THINK OF SCOTT LEVIN!!! who was molly's romeo? SCOTT!! that's what i meant!! NOT DANNY!! WHERE THE HECK DID YOU GET DANNY FROM THAT HINT?!

whatever. you guys confuse me.

but here you are--10 reasons melissa needs a bf (not that i don't agree that i don't really NEED one at all)

1)It would motivate me to go to school every morning. So when I ask myself, what's so great about going to school today? Why bother? I can say, BECAUSE I'LL SEE *soandso*. (I found this worked quite well last year.)

2) So I have someone to have interesting AIM conversations with that might include flirting. Flirting online=tres amusante.

3) So that I can experience being asked to homecoming in a NORMAL way.

4) So that I might get just a tad closer to losing 10 fingers. (Well, I'd at least like to regularly hold someone's hand and kiss and stuff.)

5) I really miss hugs that mean something. I want someone who'll keep me smiling all day if they hug me.

6) So that I know I'm a worthwhile person to be around. I mean, if someone likes you as much as you like them, there's gotta be something about you...

7) So that annoying people who won't leave me alone will HAVE to leave me alone because I'm TAKEN. (Apparently really direct hinting isn't enough for some people...*coughalancough*

8) So that when I'm bored in class I can pine for someone. Right now I'm just like 'damn! i'm bored! i want to go home...' i'd prefer it to be 'damn! i'm bored! i wish i was with soandso right now...'

9) So that I can get a mini-high whenever the phone or doorbell rings cuz it might just be that special someone...

10) So that I'll have someone to talk about on Sundays... (apparently my church gets a kick out of my sad, sad lovelife)

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QueenWog

Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-17-04 10:23pm

Wow, I would like to clear some things up because I am obviously coming into the conversation a little late. Danny is a FRIEND of mine. I set him up with Leigh... who he is going out with... Yeah, OK. And Melissa, I don't give a care about Scott! I just want him to leave me alone! He had so better not bug me about homecoming! OMG, now I am scared! If you want to ask him, go for it. I would certainly NOT disown you. I might question your sanity....

OMG JAMIE MITCHELL IS ON HOMECOMING COURT! YAY!

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Anonymous

Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-18-04 4:55pm

Okay well Mer was talking about Danny and then you were talking about MOLLY so I was like wtf mate? but whatever. So your reasons thus far!
1)okay that one counts. It is motivating to see ppl you like (of course you can get by on seeing super cool friends too, but i see your point)
2)if that's what you want to do with your free time to amuse yourself, go ahead. You can just flirt in person though. I think that'd be MORE fun, but hey!
3)This point is completely valid. Period.
4)Um, and you need to be able to do this WHY? Why do you want to be the skanky hoe?
5)Hugs are cool.
6)Knowing you're a worthwile person is always goo.d But you should know you're worthwile WITHOUT a bf. But I guess I see your point
7)HAHAHAHAHA okay, you definitly need your own SECURITY guard more than a bf. lol.
8) Point is pointless. When you're bored, it doesn't matter WHAT you're thinking as long as you're getting closer to the end of the period.
9)Wow, you need a hobby. But I guess that'd be exciting.
10)HAHAHAHA. I think you're entertaining enough WITHOUT a bf, but i suppose it adds a lot to to sundays.

Okay I hereby declare that 9/10 of your reasons are GOOD and VALID. The one that doesn't work is so you can put fingers down. Sorry, you don't NEED to win that game and have people spread rumors about you.

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-21-04 12:54am

LOL! ok, for the record, I knew she meant scott from the very beginning. but i guess that doesnt really matter nemore. (btw, i think u can do better. but thats just my opinion.) as for your reasons, i dont think #6 is valid cuz WE LOVE YOU MEL AND YOU SHULDNT NEED A GUY TO MAKE YOU FEEL THAT WAY. ok, wow that sounds really cliche, but you kno wat i mean. but otherwise, its fun to win at 10 fingers! not that i ever have, but i assume it would be. haha.
-rachel :)

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-21-04 12:58am

ooh man you guys crack me up-- what would i do w/o you?? LoL i have to agree w/ the first few of mels reasons but after that they seemed to trail off a lil... and as for the whole needing a bf thing, i know how u feel melissa!! o well... :-p and yes rachel i agree w/ ur cliche completely- WE LOVE U MEL!! ~s

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musicalbabe

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-22-04 7:33pm

aww...thanks! *blushes*

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: High School Husbands, 09-22-04 9:28pm

What about me, i have a crush on u. (ya i know u know and i know were just friends :( but i just wanna laugh at ur friends reactions, ya i know its mean but im bored and have nothing else to do but hw and....well....if uve seen homestarruner lately, lets just say i want to take it for a ride in my BMW).
~D

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