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kobler (profile) wrote,
on 9-17-2004 at 10:48pm
Current mood: tired
Music: My Stupid Mouth- John Mayer
hey all! whats up?! so yea im finally back in school and it sucks. i hate senior year it was either made to have for or to make people want to die... haha me! so yea today i was crying LITERALLY lol after guidance class because i hate college and college applications and school work!!! doesn't everyone know already ALL I WANT TO DO IS SWIM!!!! honestly like i thought about it for a long time too this summer and i really think i seriously want to go to PENN STATE. it would give me the best of what i want swimming and education.. so yea im a nittany lion now! haha! maybe i should go for my recruiting trip and send in my application! lol but yea back to Senior year i already have SO much work okay for this weekend i have to write 2 papers- Lit and Pre-Cal, do another pre cal assignment, write 3 paragraphs for Psychology and read chapter one, and do my SAT homework and take the SAT sunday morning and go to the wedding tomorrow night and go to the family picnic sunday morning! o yea and ON TOP OF THAT i have to finish my applications and that wendys high school heisman thing which i also have to write a essay for!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! o yea and also supposedly all my swimming friends hate my for some odd reason i have no clue what i EVER did to them but they LOVE to go out all the time talk about it in front of me then when i ask them what they are talking about they say nothing! seriously u think that sometimes im 'blonde' but im a hell of a lot smarter than u think i am. argh then people say im a nerd, and a brat, and a bitch, and ugly and u know what I DONT CARE! say whatever u want to say about me but say it to my face! the one thing i hate most is when people talk about me behind my back i honestly dont care if u have a problem with me let me know. argh! whatever i dont care! but yea off to better news my cuzs wedding is tomorrow night it should be a lot of fun im really excited! lol but yea thats all for now! love u all so much! ttyl

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hey kaity its lex, 09-19-04 8:25pm

hey sweetie im sry schools been rough... and im sure everything is a lil rough right now...but its only the beginning of the yr you havent been in school for more than liek wut a couple of it really has to get better it cant get any worse....anyways the real point of my comment...b/c as ya know i never comment b/c i am a lazy shit!!! so... 1st off who the hell hates you?? no one on cougars hates you...and you kinda mentioned this to me sat morning and i told you its not that anyone doesnt like you sometimes ppl are tired in the AM and cranky also some ppl dont have the best patience in the world...2ndly about ppl going out and talking about it in front of you...if your talking about friday night when i was in the locker room, well that was my fault i'll take all the blame for it right here... we didnt intend to hurt your feeligns or for that mater not invite you...but i hade made plans w/ the original cougar kids to go out to chuck e cheeses cuz i had never been there before nd im sry for not inviting know i love you and love to hang out w/ you ...but honestly i forgot and didnt really think you would...b/c if i ever make plans w/ you you usually have plans w/ other friends or are too tired to go out im really sry about that....i didnt wanna go into it sat morning b/c A) i was in a rush and B) i didnt want you to be upset about it...ok 3rdly yes you are blonde but we dont think your stupid kait!!! no one thinks your a bitch and w/e nd wait who the hell thinks your frikkin ugly (no one i have ever known has ever thought that in there life) we love you and you know that...honestly sometimes your a lot to handle b/c your so perky and always like bubbly but kait we deal w/ ya if anyone should have a problem it would be me and my lack of love for the preppiness and you knwo i love you so therefore thers no one who doesnt love ya 4thly. who talks about you behind your back...seriously kait none of us talk about you and if we did we'd talk to you to your face were not pussys who are too scared so we bullshit about ppl behind there back @ leats im not and i know if betsy or cass had a problem theyd tell ya but none of us talk about you...ok so yea...kait we all love you and you know really sry about the whole friday night situation that was completely my fault i had made the plans nd ill be a "big grl" and take the complete blame for it... anywyas well i hope that makes you feel better or is @ leats some explanation for what your talkign about...ttyl <3 always...ALEXIS

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Re: hey kaity its lex, 09-20-04 4:08pm

thanks alexis... im sorry i sounded like such a bitch in my journal entry but i was just so upset b/c some of my friends at school are being mean to me now and now @ swim practice i feel left out a lot. i guess i just feel left out a lot but thats mostly my fault cause i dont get enough sleep during the week! lol but its been hard because i feel like a lot of my friends from school swimming and just general are just ignorning me and i said behind my back cause i hear ppl sometimes saying stuff about me and it hurts a lot. sometimes i hear how dumb i am and i didnt meant that u guys say any of this but i was just stating that generally i am made fun of for things that i happen to love the most about me personality lol preppiness and blonde. and it also dosent help that people in my school are mad @ me b/c swimming can get me into a college! but ARGH im so sorry and i didnt mean for it to be aimed @ u or anyone personally i was just stating things that were pissing me off b.c as u r aware i had the shittiest first week of school ever and it dosent help that i have like 15 ppl to talk to @ school! lol! but yea im sorry and see u tomorrow night b/c i got SAT lol ttyl xoxoxooxox

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