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THEhairybeast (profile) wrote,
on 9-21-2004 at 2:58pm
Current mood: sad
Music: thursday -- war all the time
Subject: idk w.e's on my mind.
i dont know. yesterday was a gay day. and last nite was realllllll frustrating and sad and all this gay ass shit. but its w.e. i was fine when i went to bed. and i think i woke up fine too. but as soon as my bus driver missed my stop and i had to walk to the bus i got pissed off. and ive been pissed off and sad like all day. and i seriously dont know why. i mean yeah bullshit happend last nite but all of it got fixed and everything is fine. and i want to talk about it but then again i dont want to get people involved bc its not their business. yea, i asked some people for advice but still. thats between me and them. it doesnt concern anyone else. but ill say whats on my mind. if you know what im talkin about then ok. if not, oh well. im sure you can catch on its not that hard but if not, its no big deal.

ok so here goes...


well if you ever read this i know how you say that people have you in their journals and shit even tho your not in their lives. so i hope you dont say that about this. and im pretty sure you know this basically, but i still wanna say it. its botherin me so much today. even if things are 'fixed' or w.e you wanna call it. idk how many times im gonna have to tell you that i care about you alot. and everytime we fix fights or shit like that i care about you more because we got through that stuff. and thats a good feeling, working through things. its an accomplishment. but weve been gettin into it alot lately and every time i tell you i care about it all. i really do. and this last time seriously went wrong. i dont think ive ever been like that towards you before. and yea i get what you were doin but then again i dont. you goin would be doin that to him but itd be doin it to me more. ok hes ur best friend, but its my birthday. and it was especially worse because weve always talked about it even makin plans if you could say that and you just go and change your mind. out of nowhere. adn think about it hun itd be dickin me over more if you didnt show up to my one party the one that weve been anticipating and all just bc youd be givin up on him for a day. you should go to see me not stay home to see him. im sorry. i know you dont want to argue and neither do i, i hate arguin with my friends. and yea we figured it out. but its still botherin me thatd you do that at all. yea, you misunderstood things but you still said it. it was like you let me down for an hour there. because i seriously realllly reallly realllyy wanted you to go and its not fair that you could so easily say no all of the sudden one night. i dont know. ill just put the convo in here.



Causeway2nowhere (9:58:29 PM): erics not ivited to your party?
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): not my choice
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): sams.
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:05 PM): all i said
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:06 PM): is
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:09 PM): im not goin if he dosent
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:15 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:16 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:20 PM): thats beat
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:26 PM): im not gonna go if he wont be there
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:41 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:42 PM): its w.e
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:43 PM): its cause of him i went the first time and met everyone so why go without him the second time
Causeway2nowhere (9:59:53 PM): ok you dc
VoicE x unhEard (10:00:22 PM): yeahhhhh i had a feeling this would happen sooo w.e
Causeway2nowhere (10:00:34 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (10:00:55 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (10:00:59 PM): im sorry but it would be beat
VoicE x unhEard (10:01:23 PM): w.e nick
Causeway2nowhere (10:01:27 PM): ugh
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:06 PM): ur seriously not goin?
Causeway2nowhere (10:59:15 PM): if eric dosent no
Causeway2nowhere (10:59:25 PM): but since there together again maybe he will and ill go then too
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:55 PM): umm if you couldnt manage to go without him then fuck it
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:56 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (10:59:57 PM): thats bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:03 PM): you should be goin for me not for fuckin eric
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:06 PM): w.e vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:08 PM): nahh
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:13 PM): vEE wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:15 PM): you cant say im wrong
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:16 PM): tahts bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:20 PM): i wanted you to fuckin go and shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:31 PM): and now you got this bs reason
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:32 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:32 PM): wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:35 PM): thats fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:36 PM): it would be beat of me to dick him over knowing hes the reason i met you the first time
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:45 PM): you go no matter who will or wotn be there cus UR MY FRIEND
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:49 PM): but w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:00:55 PM): and erics my boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:55 PM): i guess we see things different
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:56 PM): ly
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:58 PM): yehahh w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:00:59 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:06 PM): you cant go anywehre without him?
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:08 PM): thats fuckin BULLSHIT
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:16 PM): wouldnt it be beat if you dicked sam over to go to a party that she was the reason you went in the first place
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:17 PM): yea
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:26 PM): no i can go places without him
Causeway2nowhere (11:01:48 PM): its just beat that he aint invited and i go knowing that it was him who got us met and shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:01:59 PM): HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU DICKIN HIM OVER? ITS A PARTY....
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:03 PM): ur not his only friend
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:11 PM): im sure he can find somethi nto do with someone
Causeway2nowhere (11:02:25 PM): its still dicken him over im his boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:47 PM): umm not if she didnt want to go
VoicE x unhEard (11:02:55 PM): its not like eric wants to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:00 PM): he does
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:11 PM): he jsut was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:17 PM): cause he wouldnt be hangout with sam
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:28 PM): no he wants
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:29 PM): wasnt*
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:35 PM): he wasnt uninvited bc they talked about it
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:48 PM): well thatas what i was told
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:50 PM): but whats it matter
Causeway2nowhere (11:03:53 PM): im goin now so yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:03:57 PM): eric fuckin said that he dindt want to go bc we arent friends
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:12 PM): no bc ur goin cus erics goin not bc you want to
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:26 PM): no vEE i want to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:32 PM): i wanted to go even if eric didnt
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:36 PM): i just thought it would be beat
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:42 PM): so id sacrafice not goin
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:45 PM): yeah sure
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:46 PM): i wanan go either way you that
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:50 PM): i love your paries
VoicE x unhEard (11:04:50 PM): ok wow
Causeway2nowhere (11:04:57 PM): i just thought it would be beat to dick him over
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:31 PM): ITS NOT DICKIN HIM OVER HE CAN FIND SHIT TO DO AND HE DOESNT WANT TO FUCKIN GO HE SAID IT HIMSELF.
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:34 PM): so how is it dickin him over?
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:37 PM): huh?
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:41 PM): you deff can go without him
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:44 PM): but w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:53 PM): if it was enough to make you decide NOT to
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:54 PM): thenn
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:55 PM): forget it
VoicE x unhEard (11:05:57 PM): thats fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:06 PM): whatever vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:11 PM): you obviously dont understand
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:15 PM): no you fuckin know i want you there
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:17 PM): no i deff do
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:18 PM): from what he told me he was uninvited
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:28 PM): ur makin a dumb ass excuse so eric wont be home alone and you partyin
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:29 PM): or w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:33 PM): so yea him uninvited and me going would be dickin him over
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:39 PM): no he deff wasnt.
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:42 PM): no that he wont be home alone
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:47 PM): no it wouldnt if he doesnt want to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:48 PM): hes the reason i went the first time
VoicE x unhEard (11:06:57 PM): so what
Causeway2nowhere (11:06:59 PM): so why would i dick my boy over to go somewhere that hes been uninvited to
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:04 PM): is he the reason you went the 2nd time?
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:12 PM): bno
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:13 PM): hes not uninvited wtf
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:19 PM): ur reason is bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:19 PM): well he told me he was wtf
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:25 PM): whatever
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:31 PM): did i know your side of it before no
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:37 PM): if he dont wanan go its different
VoicE x unhEard (11:07:41 PM): ok and werent you willing to not go?
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:47 PM): but i was tld by him he was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:07:59 PM): yea if he was uninvited i thought it would be fucked up
Causeway2nowhere (11:08:11 PM): cause i know if i was uninvited and he went id feel likei got dicked over
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:16 PM): did he say i uninvited him?
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:43 PM): its w.e you fuckin knew i wanted to go and you were still willing to not go
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:47 PM): either way
Causeway2nowhere (11:08:50 PM): he sayd sam didnt want hi mthere cause he wouldnt be with her the whole time
VoicE x unhEard (11:08:52 PM): you wouldnt "sacrfice" it
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:04 PM): w.e vEEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:07 PM): its my party wth
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:13 PM): i didnt wanan dick my boy over if he was uninvited
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:20 PM): nobody else can tell someone they cant come but me and you should be goin for me not other ppl
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:26 PM): and youd be dickin me over more
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:38 PM): so dont use dickin over
Causeway2nowhere (11:09:42 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:50 PM): ok yeah im right.
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:53 PM): it dont make sense
VoicE x unhEard (11:09:58 PM): youd deff be dickin me over more
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:06 PM): if you ditched the party
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:24 PM): ok but erics my boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:28 PM): wow
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:29 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:30 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:31 PM): im sorry but richy and eric are first
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:38 PM): dont bother then idc
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:44 PM): wtfe then vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:10:47 PM): god damn
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:48 PM): ok and whos birthday?
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:50 PM): huh?
VoicE x unhEard (11:10:52 PM): whos?
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:02 PM): im tryin to not be a dick to my best friend andf you give me more bs ontop of the danielle shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:05 PM): itd be diff if it was there party and ur dickin them over to chill wiht me
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:06 PM): wit all this shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:10 PM): you see them all the time and one party
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:15 PM): you cant go to
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:16 PM): withouth them
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:17 PM): w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:19 PM): and mine
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:22 PM): im goin so wtf vEE

VoicE x unhEard (11:11:22 PM): so w.e
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:28 PM): tahts not the point
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:28 PM): i do wanna go you knwo that shit
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:36 PM): thats not the point nick
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:42 PM): you were willing not to go
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:49 PM): your right
VoicE x unhEard (11:11:58 PM): ok then dont wtf me
Causeway2nowhere (11:11:59 PM): i was gonna not go even tho i wanted to
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:14 PM): even tho i wanted you to and even tho youd be goin for me not ur boy
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:16 PM): cause i didnt wanan dick my boy over cause i thought he was uninvite
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:22 PM): dbut of he dont wanan go its different
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:35 PM): and youd be dickin me over more by not goin then by goin and dickin over eric
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:45 PM): wya more
Causeway2nowhere (11:12:52 PM): it would be equal both ways
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:53 PM): its my birthday..once a year dude. you see eric almost every day
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:55 PM): no wya
VoicE x unhEard (11:12:57 PM): bullshit
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:00 PM): ok vEEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:01 PM): 16th bday...
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:05 PM): eric..
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:06 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:28 PM): wow vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:51 PM): super unneccisary, its different if hwe dont wanan go but i didnt knkow that i thought he was uninvited
Causeway2nowhere (11:13:52 PM): so yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:13:58 PM): ur so worried about eric and them that your messin up everything else
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:05 PM): idc im tired of that its gay
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:06 PM): w.e
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:14 PM): ok vEE
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:26 PM): hes serious about bein dicked over and i am too
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:34 PM): ok then me to
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:35 PM): i know id be mad if i was uninvite =d and he went
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:38 PM): and youd be dicki me over more by not goin!
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:42 PM): how is it fuckin equal
VoicE x unhEard (11:14:47 PM): thats bs you see him all the fuckin time
Causeway2nowhere (11:14:58 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:00 PM): and youd see him the next day
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:04 PM): so wtf is the difference
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:17 PM): whatever vEE your right just fuckin stop
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:19 PM): god damn
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:27 PM): no that pisses me off
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:29 PM): whatever you wanna hear
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:31 PM): your right
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:32 PM): im done
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:32 PM): no
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:34 PM): stop
Causeway2nowhere (11:15:47 PM): im not arguin wit you dude wth
VoicE x unhEard (11:15:50 PM): dont tell me im right just cus you tyink i wanna hear it
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:00 PM): fine
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:00 PM): dont
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:01 PM): idc
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:01 PM): no i said it cause im tired of arguin
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:08 PM): same difference
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:14 PM): no its not
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:18 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:21 PM): sure nick
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:24 PM): ok vEE im done
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:27 PM): yehah
VoicE x unhEard (11:16:29 PM): i got that
Causeway2nowhere (11:16:31 PM): are you tellin me to not go or what
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:08 PM): do waht you want. but im tellin you thats fuckin bs how youd not go bc of that when yousee him all the time and all that shit i said.
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:13 PM): you knwo i want you there
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:18 PM): ive told you that so many times
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:22 PM): and even if i havent
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:46 PM): ive been tryin to chill and theres a chance that will probably be the only time well end up goin through with
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:47 PM): so yeah
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:49 PM): blow that too
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:55 PM): just cus eric
VoicE x unhEard (11:17:59 PM): ur boy
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:05 PM): idc anymore
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:06 PM): its stupid
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:13 PM): yea
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:14 PM): ur right. im done too
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:22 PM): ok vEE
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:33 PM): yeah.
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:42 PM): ugh
VoicE x unhEard (11:18:48 PM): yeah ugh
Causeway2nowhere (11:18:56 PM): fuckin bs comes in layers anymore
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:01 PM): mad bullshit 24/7
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:04 PM): wow hahahaha
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:06 PM): from everyone
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:17 PM): its not bs i care about seeing you at the damn party
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:21 PM): dont even say i give you bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:39 PM): it was jsu tan uneeded argument
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:45 PM): no it pissed me off
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:48 PM): im not saying it was bs, we just could have not argued
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:48 PM): i argued
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:49 PM): ohwell
Causeway2nowhere (11:19:55 PM): yea vEE ohwell
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:57 PM): yeah well you said it the wrong way
VoicE x unhEard (11:19:58 PM): i guess
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:10 PM): yeah.
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:26 PM): im not bs its not even close to that
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:34 PM): i didnt say it was bs
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:39 PM): i said the argument wasnt needed
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:49 PM): i wasnt tryin to argue
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:52 PM): bottom fuckin line
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:52 PM): and who brought it?
Causeway2nowhere (11:20:56 PM): you
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:57 PM): me.
VoicE x unhEard (11:20:59 PM): exactly
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:00 PM): so im bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:03 PM): the*
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:06 PM): no the argument was
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:17 PM): w.e vEE twist what i fuckin say everyone else does
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:24 PM): no im not doin shit
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:44 PM): no your not
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:45 PM): wtf
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:48 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (11:21:55 PM): your sayin bs comes in layers anymore.. and i bring you bs now? for example this unneeded arguement
Causeway2nowhere (11:21:57 PM): your not bs
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:02 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:09 PM): it was the fuckin argument
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:13 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:22:21 PM): i believe you
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:38 PM): ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:22:52 PM): let me jsut stop, cause shit dont coem out right obviously
VoicE x unhEard (11:23:24 PM): say what you want. you might just end up havin to explain it better
VoicE x unhEard (11:24:51 PM): i wanted to see you at the damn party and you tell me you wont go bc eric cant. and yeah i figured thatll be the next time i get to see you and we got shit to look forward at that thing dont we? all that wouldnt happen cus eric couldnt go. and i didnt uninvited him but im the one gettin all the "results". GAY.
VoicE x unhEard (11:25:04 PM): im not as pissd. so talk about it
VoicE x unhEard (11:25:08 PM): im not goin to bed liek this
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:35 PM): well if i woulda known he just didnt wanan go then it owuld be different, but he told me you two didnt want him there
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:40 PM): and i thought it was beat
Causeway2nowhere (11:25:52 PM): your right it was beat toward you too, i didnt think about that im sorry
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:14 PM): well i never said anything. sam did. and i would be the one who gets the shitty end of the deal.
Causeway2nowhere (11:26:27 PM): well did i know it was jsut sam
Causeway2nowhere (11:26:27 PM): no
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:42 PM): i said it was.
VoicE x unhEard (11:26:49 PM): and you still said you wouldnt go
VoicE x unhEard (11:27:19 PM): Causeway2nowhere (9:58:29 PM): erics not ivited to your party?
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): not my choice
VoicE x unhEard (9:59:00 PM): sams.
VoicE x unhEard (11:27:27 PM): Causeway2nowhere (9:59:09 PM): im not goin if he dosent
Causeway2nowhere (11:27:57 PM): ok i didnt read that before i typed
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:01 PM): i just typed it
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:04 PM): and never looked
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:05 PM): my bad
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:10 PM): god damn i do fuck up
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:17 PM): you fuck up?
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:23 PM): whys that
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:31 PM): i didnt read it
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:34 PM): damn
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:40 PM): i want to go weither way
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:44 PM): so wth
Causeway2nowhere (11:28:47 PM): you know i do too
VoicE x unhEard (11:28:56 PM): do i?
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:01 PM): you fuckin shoudl
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:07 PM): after tlkin yesterday
VoicE x unhEard (11:29:12 PM): exactly
VoicE x unhEard (11:29:23 PM): and then tonite you said that no problem.
Causeway2nowhere (11:29:58 PM): cause i thout it was fucked up i know it would be to me if it was the other way around
VoicE x unhEard (11:30:19 PM): i know. but its fucked up to me too..
Causeway2nowhere (11:30:21 PM): i just didnt think that far into it to realize i was dickin you over too
VoicE x unhEard (11:30:28 PM): ok.
VoicE x unhEard (11:31:08 PM): :-\
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:12 PM): srry
VoicE x unhEard (11:31:30 PM): you made me cry.
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:42 PM): well vEE im sorry kid
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:45 PM): i do feel bad
Causeway2nowhere (11:31:50 PM): i am sorry
Causeway2nowhere (11:32:01 PM): i just didnt think it out ccompletely
VoicE x unhEard (11:32:04 PM): cus i really wanted you to go and last week they all were sayin that youd end up not goin cus of eric and shit.
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:01 PM): and i said that if you did that i wouldnt talk to you bc its fucked up. i cant control that eric does or doesnt go. idc who goes to my parties as long as the ppl i do want are there. ppl should know that by now. and i didnt want to have to do what i said id do.
Causeway2nowhere (11:33:26 PM): well vEE im srry
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:40 PM): yeah i know you are.
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:54 PM): but now you know how bad i want you there like seriously
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:55 PM): idk why
VoicE x unhEard (11:33:59 PM): even if we dont do nothin
VoicE x unhEard (11:34:00 PM): idc
VoicE x unhEard (11:34:04 PM): i just wanna see you
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:18 PM): were gonna tleast cuddle
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:22 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:35:29 PM): ive wanted to do that with you for like ever
VoicE x unhEard (11:35:41 PM): why
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:41 PM): cause i love to cuddle
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:45 PM): its what i do when i like someone
Causeway2nowhere (11:36:52 PM): i thought it would be awsome
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:01 PM): ok haha
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:09 PM): well i want to
VoicE x unhEard (11:37:15 PM): so we will
Causeway2nowhere (11:37:43 PM): lol ok
Causeway2nowhere (11:41:23 PM): under blankets?
Causeway2nowhere (11:43:45 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:44:52 PM): yeah. sorry sam was talkin to me on the phone
Causeway2nowhere (11:44:58 PM): ok
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:07 PM): yeah who cuddles without blankets
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:09 PM): thats cheap
VoicE x unhEard (11:45:10 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:45:53 PM): lol
Causeway2nowhere (11:45:54 PM): deff



theres more but its all normal after that. no arguin about that shit or nothin. idk its solved yea, but its making me sad still. i couldnt stop thinkin about it all day today. its just so not fair.. =\



i really dont know anymore.


im gonna go nap. laterr
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dashboard, 09-21-04 8:09pm

bow now now now now now now now now
bow ner ner ner
bow now now now now now now now now now now now ner ner ner nerr "''

ting ting ting ting

breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed you share with me this nite is wild so calm and dull these hearts they race from self control. ur legs are smooth as they graze mine. were doing, were doing nothing at all

MY HOPES ARE SO HIGH THAT UR KISS MIGHT KILL ME SO WONT YOU KILL ME SO I DIE HAPPY MY HEART IS URS TO FILL OR BURST TO BREAK OR BURY OR WEAR AS JEWLRY WHICH EVER YOU PREFER.

the words are close lets not get busted. just lay intwined here undiscovered. safe in here from all the stupid questions. hey did you get some, man that is so dumb. stay quiet stay near stay close they cant hear so we can get some

MY HOPES ARE SO HIGH THAT UR KISS MIGHT KILL ME SO WONT YOU KILL ME SO I DIE HAPPY MY HEART IS URS TO FILL OR BURST TO BREAK OR BURY OR WEAR AS JEWLRY WHICH EVER YOU PREFER

hands down this is the best thing i can ever remember, always remember



and on and on and on ....


and you stood at ur door with ur hands on my waste and you kissed me like you meant iiittt and iii kneww that you meant it.. that you meant it that you meant it. and iiii knew that you meant it..that you meeannt iiittt.

ha

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