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| THEhairybeast (profile) wrote, on 10-3-2004 at 10:31pm | |
| Current mood: melancholy Music: shinedown -- Subject: this day could be the worst one yet. |
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| cus im sick and tired of youll be fine..well how do you know? can you read minds? im fucked up. and i hope sams not mad at me because i couldnt go to her house today. i feel bad that i didnt call her and tell her myself, but it was mad late when i vomited and passed the message that i was sick on. i dont know. im definitely bipolar. earlier i got mad at craig for no reason really. i mean there was a little reason but, nothing enough to do what i did. haha. im so gay. im sorry craig. and i was in a good mood. then a bad one. then i cried. then i was fine. then i didnt feel good. well not feeling good doesnt make me bipolar, it doesnt count, i cant control that shit. lol. and i was fine like .. i dont know a little bit ago and now im sad again. im a freak. i feel like.. im stuck at this place. like state of mind, where i could laugh and smile and then just hear one thing and break down and cry. and i dont think im bipolar because of it because the more i think about it. im just getting depressed again. so its like a .. depressed state of mind. i mean i cant completely say im depressed because im not sad all the time. but my moods change like.. with a single sentence. everything alters. or just sitting here i can get happy or sad. idk i guess its bipolar. but its not the worst. im not split personality and all that shit like my step mom is and ive seen more worse 'cases' [ so to speak ] of that shit. cus she changes her attitude with like just thinkin to herself. yea, i do that, but shes just a complete freak with it. lol. oh man we have school tomorrow. i feel like staying home and sleeping. oh that would be fun. i might have to because i dont have any clean clothes. because some asshole ignored me and just slept. way to suck. i dont know. my neck and back hurt so bad. i fucked somethin up. and im gonna go. later =\ |
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| Anonymous | 10-05-04 9:34pm my pimps dont dance they just pull up their pants and do the rock away
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THEhairybeast | Re:, 10-05-04 9:40pm my NIGGAS dont dance ..
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| Anonymous | 10-06-04 4:28pm i be max |