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| lp13a13ex54x (profile) wrote, on 1-27-2003 at 6:58pm | |
| Current mood: bitchy Music: "Take me to the backseat"-The Donnas Subject: yeah...that... |
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| hey hoez...bleh...thats how im feeling right about now..i havnt actually updated in forever besidez the krappy little quiz thingyz..but...yeah. well right now im talking to zany (yippi!) and courtney . things havnt actually bin that bad lately but im pretty much making them sound worse for myself. i talked to mike a lil while ago online and he seems to beh under alot of stress right now. but then again, arent we all? or at least everyone whos ME. ugh. school bites. we got this retarded social studies fair project to do and if my teacher thinks im doing it shes a damn crazy wh0re. you kno y? because i didnt do the dern science fair and i have NO intentions on doing this retarded little thing. NONE! so eat that and spit it out bcuz it tastes bad! i need sum advil...that always seems to take away the achyness.at least the physical achyness. bleh and the dog wont stop barking..i also have 50 million people iming me all of a sudden and you know what? i dont even know them...god..losers! my bum bum hurtz! ::rubz bum bum:: ..its this stupid hard chair i swear it! ::kills the chair:: my leg is hurting really bad too for sum reason...stupid thigh! damn it all to frecking hell i tell you! all of it! ugh! this is my complaining journal..i figure i owe alot of the complaining to you ppl who actually DO keep up with my entries and are used to reading about mi encounters with this retarded thing called life. the other story i started working on got deleted, long story, so i dont know if im going to try writing that one over again or not. i already started a new one however, completely different format. but im still more proud of the one i did before. i hate writing stories after i already finish one i like bcuz i feel as if it always has to be in some type of competition with the one i wrote before..or typed i should say. but EVENTUALLY ill start writing more poems and crap when im in the mood, and also some shorter stories, and ill think about putting them in here, if not the stories then the poems. hey guess what! my buddy greg left the school last week!yeah that really sucks. so in his memory..lol)...i have...the greg shirt...a shirt he recently complained to me about being too "revealing" because he could "see my breast-s-s-s--s-s"..yeah it was pretty great if you were there...(ivan and jason) you know what..i love having those very few ppl who i can just fall back on when everything starts to suck..and theyre still there for me no matter what, pushin me back up and appreciating me for who i am..even when i dont have the most confidence in the world..i dunno where id be right now if i didnt have you guyz..theres 2 of you and if you cant tell who you are already then thats your problem,lol..but..yeah. so that was my warm heartfelt moment in here..until along comes another one....but not right now. theres plenty of homework i have to catch up on but im neglecting to do so at the moment, if it isnt obvious already. zanes going to hiz dadz house this weekend so i wont see him. but hopefully if anything GOOD decides to happen to me..erin will be able to come down here or me up there..and ill still be able to see zane next weekend..which seems longer away every time i think about it..i hate being so dependent on people..because i have this huge issue with trust and whatnot..but sometimes you just get thsoe feelings that you cant really control no matter how hard you try..you know what i mean? ..of course you do! ..but maybe not really...anywayz...moving right along..AGAIN! im bored bored bored and i want some food food food bbut i dunt wanna eat acuz im trying to loze weight...yes its out..i have a horrible stomach in which i despise in every which way possible! and yes..im trying to change it and wen i git my fat @$$ up every once in a blue moon...ill go do situpz or whatever fits my fancy! crazy? i was crazy once. they put me in a rubber room. i died there. then they put me in a box. i liked the box. until the worms came. worms? they makes me crazy! crazy? i was crazy once......yeah you knows how it rollz...soz im just agunna leave you ppl with some lyrics from this band taking back sunday..yes MORE lyrics....got beef? "yeah its in my pants!"-Mike...lolers...well peace out ~*lyk dat*~ -Pynkie-Stephie- ~~~~~ Taking Back Sunday "Ghost Man on Third" Jynx me something crazy Thinking if it's three then I'm as smooth as the skin That rolls across the small of your back It's too bad it's not my style If you need me I'm out and on the parkway,patient and waiting for headlights,dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the inconsistency of my moods It's times like these where silence means everything And no one is to know about this It's times like these, where silence means everything And no one is to know about this It's a campaign of distraction and revisionist history It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice It's a shame I doubt they even care No one is to know about this Don't let me down But whatever I have been getting myself into lately has been slicing inches from my waist It's my fist vs. the bottle (and thank god you weren't there...) And that's how bad could this hurt or against I won't feel a thing I tell you all about it It's just not working out to watch me hit the bottom not working out It's a campaign of distraction and revisionist history, oh It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice (it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice) It's a shame I doubt they even care (it's a shame I doubt they even care) No one is to know about this It's a shame I don't think that they'll notice (it's a shame, I don't think that they'll notice) It's a shame I doubt they even care (it's a shame I doubt they even care) No one is to know about this Don't let me down This is why we were taught so much better than this This is why we were taught so much better than this This is what living like this does |
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| Anonymous | a-b-c, 01-27-03 7:57pm I feel smart...i know my a-b-c thingz...:: startz singing my version of the Banrey song:: "i love sex, sex lovez me,give me my money b4 i spank you ^ and cut your slit" whoa...do i ave issuez or sumthing?, lol...well, im gunna ski-daddle |
lp13a13ex54x | Re: a-b-c, 01-27-03 8:01pm lolz...scary chyld! buh datz okay =) guess what! im todilly talking to you! yah! you wish you were me soz that youssa could talk to yourself! lolz! wells im out ~*lyk dat*~ -Pynkie! ::waves buhbye:: |