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Aaron (profile) wrote,
on 11-8-2004 at 10:46pm
Current mood: Accomplished
Music: Lateralus, tool
Subject: I'd be honored if you'd fight along side me...today, now, forever.
YES! HA HA!!! YES, YES, YES!!! THIS IS SO AWESOME!!! She's so close to joining us now...so close to believeing. I can feel it... I can feel it in my blood, my bones, my very soul. This is just evidence that if you believe without any proof, proof will find you. God does keep his promises. But I musn't get cocky, the fight is far from over.

On a more solemn note, I must send my heart out to you, Tori. I have to say I'm proud. Proud of all you've conquered. Of all I know you can and will conquer. I'm deeply, deeply sorry for you uncle. May Lucipher be damned as soon as possible. Until then, I'll give him hell. And I would be honored, as would my father and king, if you would join me.

Forever live Jehova and his children.

Aaron.
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dragon-bearer

11-08-04 11:44pm

Okay...that's it... I'm taking you off my friend list.

SCARY. That's ALL there is to say.


Just answer one question for me. If you think being a Christain stops you from going to hell, will the rest of the religions and athiests and everything in between, go there in your eyes?

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shroudofrain

Re:, 11-09-04 1:10am

Well, if they dont believe in Jesus....... then in a sense... yes.
Being christian doesnt stop you completely. Being christian really doesnt have much to do with it. I am really tired at the moment therefore I really cant concentrate...... so then I will try to answer your question later. Or Paul will try to do so for me. But to most it does seem complicated............. yet only if you dont understand it that much.

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Aaron

Afraid, eh?, 11-09-04 6:30pm

Okay, judge me then, say that just because I believe in the most logical explanation that I am evil. And yes, everyone else will die. But only because they brought it upon themselves. We are all evil at heart. evil to the core. we are fallen. we brought death and pain and suffering into the world and the only one who can save is god. and he will, if you'll let him. A part of him, the holy spirit, will flood your soul and thus saving you. It's like catching a fish on a line or net and slowly realing it in. There is no other way to get it out alive.

And one question. Look at yourself. what are you afraid of. a chance to live and you freak out.

The reason I believe is simply that I believe that our ideas are flaud. That is obvious. We need help. and I believe, even if were wrong, even if there is no God, believing made us better, happier people. so it's worth believeing in.

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dragon-bearer

Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-09-04 6:40pm

I'm kind of afraid of the fact that you believe so severly in a thing that has never been proven. You may think it a sin, but I don't believe in Jesus. I'm going to hell in your eyes apparently... and so are all the Jews, and the Muslums...

Is everyone infirior in your eyes? I personally think that is just rediculous. To shun others away, in a sence, just because they don't think the way you do. Isn't that a bit pig-headed?

How do you KNOW God is real?

I'm also afraid our country will parish... because we can't separate church from state. 49% of the rest of the country has different beliefs than you... And probably more...

I just don't get it. Can you explain it to me how you can love something so much that hasn't been proven to be there? And if God is there, IF, how come he lets so much death and distruction happen around us?

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shroudofrain

Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-10-04 4:54pm

I can answer your last two questions.
1. Faith. Its a strange thing. But its what all christians have in Jesus/God. Its logical to us that he exsists. We cant explain it.... and in our minds..... we dont have to. We dont give a flying fuck if God has been proven or not. But just think about it. Its too perfect. The position of our planet. The way the moon is in our gravitational pull. The fact that Earth is the only livable planet in our galixy. Its too perfect. It couldnt have been made up by chance. Its impossible. Yes, impossible. The only thing that is impossible in this reality. All this couldnt have been made by chance. Its too perfect.
And plus, why should we believe someone that (in a sense) knows just as much as we do about all this? Its like looking in the dictionary on the meaning of 'real'. You are asking someone that knows just as much as you do about the most complex thing known to man.

2. The only reason why God lets all this happen is because he gives us a choice. A CHOICE! He doesnt want to interfeer with our lives because it makes us weaker. If he does one thing to help us then we will always ask him to do more which, in short, makes us spoild. In his mind he says "If you want to fuck up your lives go right ahead. If you want to believe in me, no one is stopping you. And if you want to balme all your mistakes and the mistakes that others make and the distruction and ingnorance of your entire world on me......... I dont really give a shit. But Im always here for you to come to when you need me."

In short...... its all about faith and logic.

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Aaron

Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-16-04 1:09pm

No. no one is "inferior" just misled. we don't shun them away. we love them, or all of us that truely believe do. you can sum up the old testimate in two phrases. Love god, love people. christianity isn't about condemning people. It isn't about thinking your better than everyone else. And it's not about proving other people wrong or cutting them down or disregarding the fact that their beliefs are valid. It IS about bringing people up and saving lives.

And your right. our country will fall. but for a different reason. the reason our country was so strong in the first place is because GOD empowered it. How do I know this? Look at the constitution. Look at the fricken dollar bill! What does it say on there? In Allah we trust? no. In Rah we trust? no. In Buddah we trust? In monkeys and science we trust? no, no, and a little more no. It does say In GOD we trust. "...One nation under GOD..." The list goes on and on. The first schools of America were put into place to teach people to interpret the BIBLE. now our country has turned it's back to God, and it's starting to fall apart. what a coincidence.

As far as proof goes, it has been proven. not through science or anything our physical bodies' five senses can detect, but rather through ones feelings. you see, if you believe without any proof, proof will find you. God can't force himself on people but as soon as you choose to believe he will enter your heart and make you whole, and you'll never feel the need for anything else in your life. you may want things. but you won't NEED anything. that's why I believe. Since I took that leep of faith almost a year ago, I've never felt empty and alone.

And for the suffering bit? well...like I said, god can't force himself on people. He gave us free will. In genesis it clearly explains why we were created, and that is basically to keep god company. to be his companions. a puppet doesn't keep someone company. something you control just doesn't make a good companion. God wanted more than a puppet. So he gave man free will, and PROMISED never to deny them there free will. So we sinned, and fell short of the glory of god. we basically betrayed him. He gave us so much and we spat in his face. and we continue to do that. You see, it's our oun fault there is death. death was born from sin and we CREATED sin. the fact that this world is so twisted is our own fault. ours. yours, mine, everyone elses' fault. okay. I've rambled enough. Just think about it. How can so many people believe in somthing if it didn't make their lives worth while?

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dragon-bearer

Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-16-04 10:44pm

First of all, the 'Under God' part of the pledge of allegence was added long after the origional song was written. They added that as to not be thought of as a communist country because the Cold War was going on then. So 'Under God' doesn't really have any significance...

Next, my answer to the question 'How can so many people believe in something if it didn't make their lives worth while?' Because they were blinded from the start. The small children I babysit listen to tapes... It's music made by a community church. The only three lines in one of the songs (not exaggerating here...), "You love God, We love God, God loves you and me." They continue these lines through-out the song (that is all it is) to a simple tune. Now, after a while, if you teach a child not to put his hand on the stove, or say a dirty word, he'll stop. If you teach a child to love and respect and believe in God, he will. It's human nature. Now, I'm betting your parents are also Christain. I'm betting they forced you to go to church when you were little, as well. After a little bit, you started going freely... because you learned it was right. But you didn't learn from someone who isn't blinded by religion. You learned from your parents, because they learned from theirs.

If you seeked out your own religion, I praise that. I would admire you greatly if you were not 'blinded from the start'.

So were you? Or not?

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-16-04 11:48pm

Hey smarty pants..when are you going to be home..

I must call you.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-17-04 9:40am

I wanna answer this one!

I wasn't blinded from the start..I went to church when I was younger for a few years and then stopped completly.
My dad doesn't believe in God..but my mom does. So my dad would always talk science and stuff..eveolution..and about the universe and stuff.
I didn't really understand anything he said..but I pretended to get it.
My mom,she never taught me anything about it...I went and found Christainity on my own.
My parents didn't push me to do it.
They just supported me when I did.
I've only been Christain for a year..

I'll stop butting in now..

i love you both!

byes!

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dragon-bearer

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-17-04 11:13pm

but i'm asking paul...

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-18-04 10:27am

yeah..well..i know.

i just felt like saying something.

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Aaron

Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-19-04 5:35pm

I was raised in a christian home under christian influences and always had christian values, but I didn't become a christian until after doing alot of homework on the subject. I sought out my religeon. You think I'm stupid enough to blindly believe in something?

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dragon-bearer

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-20-04 2:11am

frankly, yes.... the only things i know about you are the way you act in front of your friends, how you look, how you treat kalie, and your religion.... so i did actually. but i'm wondering when was the turning point for really believing...

i know pat's.... but how are you sure you believe?

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-20-04 10:30am

you spelled religion wrong!


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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-20-04 10:38am

oh yeah..
and paul if you get this before sunday..we should get together after the meeting..at the park..and..yesh.

ill just call you.
or...something.

yep.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-20-04 9:20pm

Its still..

Pink! ish..red..
and..weird..

make it blood red!

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-nightsloth-

Re: Afraid, eh?, 11-20-04 10:17pm

NONONONONONONO NO! NOOOOOOO! NO! NO! NO! NO! YOU YOU --YOU ARE FORCING ME TO GO INTO THE FETAL POSITION! WE'VE LOST HIM! ITS OVER! ITS ALLLL OVER!


DAMN YOU CHRISTIAN SCOOL!

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Anonymous

11-09-04 6:41pm

hellooooo! Christmas music is good

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independenttruckergrl

11-09-04 6:59pm

I told her..

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 11-09-04 7:37pm

Your journal..is..pinkish.



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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 11-09-04 8:08pm

Listen to NIN-Wish.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re:, 11-09-04 10:14pm

and Paul
you rock my socks.

I'll stop leaving stupid comments now.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-11-04 11:01pm

i need to talk to you this weekend..

its really important..

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shroudofrain

11-10-04 11:58pm

PAUL! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU SOON! VERY VERY SOON! SHIT IS GOING ON AND YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN UNDERSTAND! IM IN FLORIDA RIGHT NOW AND I DONT KNOW THE NUMBER TO THE HOUSE IM STAYING AT! JUST SEND ME AN EMAIL OR COMMENT ON THIS COMMENT AND..... I wont know what to do next but..... I need to talk to you soon.

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shroudofrain

11-13-04 11:40am

Aaron, you know the consiquenses of your actions. Dont teach her. That will only make my job harder....... dont.

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shroudofrain

Re:, 11-13-04 6:59pm

Not yet anyway.......

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Anonymous

lauren, 11-15-04 6:45pm

you never call me...
how come?
ah well, send me an email or something- you said i was involved...
the four of us need to have a face to face talk. and anyone else you think is involved.


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independenttruckergrl

11-16-04 12:26am

Prove that Gatte is real to me once and for all..

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-nightsloth-

Re:, 11-20-04 10:30pm

ok i'm done with the seizure. it seems a little late beut focusing back on Christianity. . . . Well, it's kinda simple. We, as human beings, need someo;ne to look up to, and if not someone to model ouselves after, or something to give us hope. Perhaps, through extensive praise we can reach in to the lower parts of our minds and bring out locked up energy, and the undying stubbornness that come with the human nature. Religion is our way of keeping ourselve feeling secure, that there is always a backup. Believing in a higher presence just well, helps. It's really illogical in some parts, though. First: OK if your cChristian, and you believe in God, and almost all of America can back you up on that, what makes him any more real than Buddha. It all had to come from somewhere. Thats the disturbing part. What evidence did the people have who wrote the Bible? Were they merely philosepfers, is it maybe, an ancient nove, completely made up? I don't know much about any other religions, but they had to get thier knowledge too. So think about it. If you "felt" the holy spirit, was it a manifestation of your brain? Were the depths of your subconcious creating it to promote a feeling of security? And how real can God be if its just another branch, when there are so many other religious believers out there trusting in thier idol just as much as the Christians. Think about it.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 11-20-04 11:19pm

*is confused*

Oh my gosh. Emilys little friend thinks im attractive..
hahahahhahaha.

silly silly 8th graders.

(and no..im not talking about emily wing..)

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-nightsloth-

Re: Re: Re:, 11-21-04 12:33am

GAH! GATTE! eerrm IM me about that ok? and uhhh yeah

(its pronounced: [gah-tay] as in latte.)

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-21-04 12:57pm

well then..you should get online!

yeah!

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Aaron

Re: Re:, 11-23-04 9:16pm

Alex, we need to talk. call me. now.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re:, 11-23-04 9:17pm

no!
hes talking to me!

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-23-04 9:19pm

-looks around-

Rawr!



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independenttruckergrl

Wanna hear something screwed up?, 11-22-04 12:15am

Well, this guy collapsed onto this one person's lawn. She was having a competition with her neighbor to see who could have the best lawn..only the neighbor didn't know it..(jealousy type thing)..so she takes this guy and dumps him onto the neighbors lawn just to mess up the lawn so her lawn is now the neatest.

Desperate Housewives is really retarded.
All these fake women who hide deep dark secrets.
I think it's murder.
But maybe not.
I think they have issues.
Wait, not think.
Know.

I'm done now. That was really pointless.
-shrug-
oh well.

Laters.

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-nightsloth-

Re: Wanna hear something screwed up?, 11-23-04 9:18pm

alllrighty then you're in luck im callin

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shroudofrain

11-24-04 6:46pm

Hey I need to ask two things...

1. Whats Ians number?

2. I may need some help with money to get up to Spokane so will you be able to help?

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independenttruckergrl

11-28-04 10:01pm

Hi.

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-nightsloth-

Re:, 11-29-04 11:43pm

if i cared that much about my lawn i would train my dog to go shit in my neighbors lawn.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 11-30-04 9:28am

But she didn't have a dog.

I would train my kids to always.."accidently" throw their balls and make stuff get lost in her yard.
And they can trample flowers too.

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-nightsloth-

Re: Re: Re:, 01-16-05 8:17pm

lol. i would train my kids to shit in thier gardens. That would be awesome. They'd be like GEE WILLIKERS WILMA ITS A DEMON! QUICK, TO THE MORMAN SANCTUARY!

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