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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 11-11-2004 at 1:02am | |
| I keep a knife on top of my dresser it's been there for quite a while, and I have a reason for keeping it there to me that knife says that every time I get to the breaking point I have the option, it's sititng feet away, I've taken it out and thought about it but eveyr time I see that knife, and sometimes I look at it when everyhting's fine but I know it's there because of all it hasn't done it's there as proof of my will, the one thing I'll admit to having, my will power, I saw what it did to others and told myself never so it's been there, glaring at me when I was depressed, and every time I get close, I think of that knife, an almost ronic symbol, maybe I take it out, maybe I look at it for a long time, but in the end it lets me think, ironic as it is, and for no real reason, having it there in reach makes me know something, that .. it's hard to explain but as long as I have the knife there, as long as I remember, I won't do anything no more than punch the wall, once managed to face plant myself into the ground, but the knife was there, and I remembered I'd been worse, and gotten by somehow as long as the knife's there, no matter how hard it gets, no one has to worry about me self control is all I can hope for |
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| Anonymous | meh. i dont wanna log in.., 11-11-04 1:59am knifes are bad.
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godessalthena | 11-11-04 11:29am That's funny... Cutting must be contagious or everyone thinks it's fun to keep sharp pointy objects in their room.
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dragon-bearer | 11-11-04 12:04pm Keep that self control.
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shroudofrain | 11-11-04 1:57pm Mark, you are strong. You can make it out alive..... with no cuts. Brusis mabye..... bloody noises.... possibly. Broken bones...... slight chance. But no cuts. Keep that self control man. And remember, Im here for you Mark. We all are. Remember us. Remember that. |
whispers-to-a-scream | 11-11-04 5:13pm *hug*
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