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moonshinehommie (profile) wrote,
on 12-15-2004 at 3:37pm
Current mood: contemplative
Subject: sometimes I like to think about the past.....

I realize now that a certain someone isn't mad at me anymore which is kind of confusing as to why she was mad at me in the first place...I never did tell him anyhing you know that now...so no big deal...I don't think that the problem is with telling secrets that are not to be said I think the problem is thinking before speaking...even I have to still work on that. My biggest deal is saying to myself before I say anything..."will this effect the person positivly or negitivly?" if it's negitive most of the time I just choose not to say it.

The only thing that botherd me the most and I am not angry or anything is just that everytime I would need you there to help me and keep something for me you would run and tell the manager just the same...like for instance the time we were late for the meeting...the very next day you told the managers that it was lie...why??? if you want someone to do something for you....which i did.....even though I really wanted to say something....you should do the same for them...you know the whole treat someone the way you would want to be treated saying we all learned by first grade.

This high school drama doesn't effect me anymore I want to grow up I want to be more mature...so from now on Im not going to try anymore....I won't say anything to anyone...but when something sounds moraly wrong to me I will say something no matter what....thats what you do when something questions your morals...you question it right back..

I hope that this doesn't make you even more mad at me I just finally had to tell you what was going on in my head for the past few days...

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12-16-04 8:34pm

Well at least you’ve found someone else to rag on other than Jessa.

And you’re such a dumbass. Andrew figured out that you guys lied before I said anything.


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