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| hollishdanishm (profile) wrote, on 1-4-2005 at 4:52pm | |
| Music: Sabia- Surrender Subject: Surrender |
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| I have accepted the facts. I'll never be able to have a reasonable conversation with him, about anything meaningful. Maybe I should just stop trying to fit a square into a circle, which I know is such a cliche, but that's what I am doing. And maybe it's not all in my imagination, maybe he really is trying. He wants to take me to rhe movies, he's constantly arranging things for me, but maybe that's because he feels like he should be doing things, I don't know. I just don't know. All I know is that the relationship between me and my dad will never be what I want it to be, but I've learned to accept it more, I think being here in the actual physical and mental presence. And it really isn't all that bad. I have a great mom don't I? Yeah, I do. I love her and she is amazing, supportive, and great in so many ways, and maybe I don't have a great dad, but at least I don't have to average parents, or two parents that should have gotten divorced a million years ago. My parents actually divorced in good time, and good spirit, and yeah my life so far has been a little different and confusing and not very constant but I've learned so much in so little time, and seen so much and I guess I have a nice, broad perspective on everything. Maybe for once we should just be thankful for what we have, and not think about the things we don't have. |
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