| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| swimchica255 (profile) wrote, on 1-17-2005 at 12:50pm | |
| Current mood: tired Music: mariah carey-honey Subject: split personality |
|
| that forbidden heat is so beautiful and awful how can something so self-deprecating make me feel so alive sometimes i feel like only a straitjacket will work to control my body my mind sure as hell can't tie my arms back with ropes so tight they draw blood the discomfort in my wrists is worth the pain spared from my conscience lock me in a closet so small my chest is crushed suffocation is a small price to pay to hush my screaming, scolding mind this conflict of desires is enough to shred my soul i should burn its tattered ribbons and blow away the ashes the purity i used to loathe now fuels my nostalgia my rose-colored glasses now tinted with that vile film i might as well be cliff jumping tumbling out of control choosing the temporary thrill without contemplating the landing my unhealed wounds are crying out in protest but it is my own hand that yields the salt please take it away from me take away temptation bind and gag me even if i try to get away anything to stop my self-inflicted agony |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
