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suspensionrings (profile) wrote, on 1-30-2005 at 2:24pm | |
Thieves, whores, and addicts. Once and always. No, let's stop framing the question in flowers and sunlight. Once a cheater, always a cheater. Fucking hell. He asked me (less then a month ago, jebuz) "will you cheat on me." & i said no. Technically, I just did. & what bothers me most is I want to do it again. I could care less about the sex, but it's the interplay that gets to me. The being sexy. The being so close to someone, feeling his shoulder under my arm. Kisses. & at the same time I love it, & at the same time I am revulsed. shitshitshitshit. Didn't believe me when I said I wasn't worth it, did you boy? Guess that makes you a fool twice over. (What the hell is wrong with me: What have I become, my sweetest friend.) I will let you down, I will make you hurt. |
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