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mushroomhead (profile) wrote,
on 3-3-2005 at 8:07pm
Current mood: horrible
Music: walk away
I guess in everyones life, there is a point where you just want everything to stop. Just stop time, and have one day where nothing can go wrong. People are so incredibly crule, you learn to trust them, and they just turn their back like that. They make up stupid rumors about me like its there business. Well i just wanted to let those people no that they must be pretty damn unhappy with themselves, to involve themselves in my life, and fucking tell me boyfriend that i fucking have diseases, who fucking does that, i wish i knew who you were, because i would like to personally think you, thank you for fucking up my life, and thank all the other people who helped spread thos rumors and made up things, because im gunna be stuck with thos rumors forever, i can personally say that you have ruined everything i had a chance at, and everything i had going for me, my reputation. And to all of those people who belive what you hear about me, then fuck you, seriously if you belive any of it...fuck you..because i can truely say that i dont think i can find one person that i can trust without them telling someone else and then they make up something else. You no, i used to think i had it so good, and i loved my friends,..but i dont think i can name one person right now who hasnt hurt me, in some way, i have nobody in the end. I have lost trust for every single person. i have some to the conclution that if i dont trust people, and dont think everything will end up so perfect, and that things dont change, well fuck allthat...never trust anyone, and dont count on everything being perfect, because they never were, never are, and neverwill be. Thank you people, for making my life a living hell, i hope you nevr 4get me
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xonixieox

03-05-05 12:20pm

meg i know exactly how you feel.. like when people who have no right, get into your buisness and decide to tell shit to other people that isnt even true! the same shits been hapening to me, and i do know who it is.. but the person is just a fucking jackass that has no fucking life! i hope things get better for both of us :(

i lvoe you

- Nik

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mushroomhead

Re:, 03-05-05 2:59pm

aw thank you nikkie :)

i love you too <3

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