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| hollishdanishm (profile) wrote, on 3-8-2005 at 7:36pm | |
| Music: Postal Service CD Subject: confused |
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| I know I say this so reptitively- but I don't get guys and I never will. Even these healthy crushes, the ones that actually seem like they are non obsessive and where the guy seems to like you back, go wrong. I fuck them up. It boils down to me thinking too much. It started out as such a nice thing, at first I didn't even like him, then I thought he was a cool guy, then I got a crush on him, and now I'm obsessed. I can't just chill I obsess about him way too much. I'm so aware of his presence at school. My worst problem is that I don't want to seem desperate, because that's exactly what I am. I don't want him to get annoyed by me. I feel he is giving me mixed signals, one day he'll be so nice and the next he will seem stubborn and uninterested. I can't deal with mood swings. I need something constant with my life. And all this time I thought he was gonna be the one chasing me, turns out I'm hunting him down. And I hate how he is so innocent and pure, so unused. Brand new. Inexperienced. Whatever you want to call it. Mostly I don't like it, because I don't know what to do with it. All I'm saying is, I do like you, and supposedly you like me... WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU WAITING FOR? |
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