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chalupaguadalahara (profile) wrote, on 3-29-2005 at 11:08pm | |
I'm such a selfish person. I feel so badly inside anymore. I feel like I've changed a lot. Not for the better either. I feel stagnant. Cold, though I don't really show it. I'm standing in a room full of people. I'm screaming. Do you hear me? I don't have the profound thoughts. I don't philosophy anymore. I don't ponder. I don't have faith. I feel far from (some of) my friends. My inner monolouge is so monotonous. I'm sliding away academically. I don't try. I don't read. The desire to know and learn is ever present. Something's missing. I don't know what it is. I am so selfish. I have a house. A wonderful mother. Wonderful friends. Awards, medals, a name. I feel like I'm being held away from all of this. I look out on it through the glass casing I belive I've sealed myself I don't have anyone to hold. I don't understand. |
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