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misskriss516 (profile) wrote,
on 5-18-2005 at 7:24am
Subject: embrace em, dont wAste em'
HAPPY BiRTHDAY PUDGE *tear*
I LOVE getting up at 4:30 in the morning, only to find out there is NO security badge for me! (shoot me...seriously!) So needless to say, I could be sleeping right now--but no. DAMN YOU SONY!

aside from that outburst of anger-- i stopped out at jason's grave this morning, because his birthday would have been yesterday. i bawled. seeing his name there makes it so real. so permanent. i think it finally hit me that i will truly NEVER see him again in this life. his name is never going to pop up on the screen for aol. i'll never have any more of those 3 in the morning conversations when he knew exactly the right thing to say to make me feel so much better about... everything. i'll never understand why god decided to take him when he was so young, but i know there are reasons beyond what we are supposed to understand. i just hope that he brings heaven as much joy and happiness as he brought to those he loved on earth. lord-- its hard to be positive though, it just really doesn't seem fair.

went to pioneer park all day today-- helped (a.k.a slept in the old camper) with the new camper. ben, who my grandparents simply adore, did alot of work though. he even hurt his fingers. (ew). and may i just say i love my mamma popson... she is a wonderful woman. other mothers (who shall remain NAMELESS--cough cough) could learn a few things from HER! anyways--love her.

but-- please keep the auer family in your continued prayers and maybe say a little prayer for the schroyer family as well.

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Anonymous

06-07-05 6:39pm

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nk, 06-07-05 8:37pm

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