Add Memory | Add To Friends
mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 2-17-2005 at 10:20pm
Current mood: aggravated
as if i dont do so enough, am going to bitch. and of course, among common topics, about my parents.

they're talking about going to vancouver, just like every christmas. makes sense; we all want to see the family. the problem is, it'd just be my mum and me. or just me. i dont want to do that because first of all, they're my mum's parents and siblings, therefore, she has first rights. second, if i go, it's unfair to tyler, because he has the same status as i do, and the fact that it's not even open to him is not right at all. so mum might go this christmas and i go in the summer...but that still presents exactly the same problem.

so my dad was bitching about how we dont have enough money to take all of us and mum suggested taking nanny and grampa up on their offer to pay for me. great...so now, as if being a financial burden to my parents and my one grandmother, im going to add on to that for the other set of grandparents. no way.

so as if that's not enough, talking about something like that every christmas means it never happens...which means ive been let down soo many times that i've begun not believing them at all when they mention it. i refuse to argue with them, but rather tell them it's their decision.

so...i guess im done bitching for now. justin went to fridays with me and that was relaxing. i saw the changling...it was really good. i was by a guy who collaborated with shakespeare a bit, so the language was old, but not confusing like shakespeare at all. tonight harry potter comes out and am mad that no one will see it with me tonight, but ill go tmro while everyone's in school. then we're going to a concert, which is also super exciting, mostly because it's a different atmosphere than anything that we normally do.

and ridiculously enough, am still not over justin despite previous thoughts of possibility.
Post A Comment