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mieko (profile) wrote,
on 12-12-2005 at 9:26pm
Subject: Oh great.
So to explain everything AGAIN (the last one got fucking deleted by mistake. Jesus.)

Brandon + Demetria + Me = Same age, met same month, at Gaia slots.
After a few days, Brandon thought he loved me, then I told him stuff about how he should find a girl at his school that he likes, about how I need to pass state tests, and how I don't believe in love overall.

Since two months ago, or less, I met Melissa (same age, has known Brandon for a couple years) and Hannah (same age, known Brandon as long as me).
He's told her (Hannah) that he thinks he loved her too. I'm not sure when, but yeah.
He thinks she's annoying now, and blocks her. They don't really talk anymore.

I wasn't as keen on him as I am now..
I've gotten to know him better, and he makes me laugh and stuff, and he's pretty smart, academic-wise..

But this last convo just.. just blew me away. I was so shocked and hurt.

HeartSeedOrchird: Hai.
sedative03: Hurr.
HeartSeedOrchird: Deme left me.
HeartSeedOrchird: I bitched her out :/
sedative03: What, why? D=
HeartSeedOrchird: She deserved it.
HeartSeedOrchird: She always yells for me not to go at midnight my time, when she just logged off at 8:45 her time.
HeartSeedOrchird: Wtf is that?
HeartSeedOrchird: I stay up until 1 AM for her.
sedative03: Oh, Brandon... she just cares about you. =/
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah.
HeartSeedOrchird: I bet.
sedative03: I mean... she just wants you to be healthy and get enough sleep and all that.
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hah.
HeartSeedOrchird: So getting like 4 hours of sleep a night is healthy?
sedative03: Well er.. no..
Okay so.. you stay up for her, but she yells at you for leaving to go to sleep that kids our age NEED..
Wtf. o_o
HeartSeedOrchird: I dunno...
HeartSeedOrchird: She just wants to spend time with me.
HeartSeedOrchird: I guess I got flustered because I wanted more time with her as well..
sedative03: And you didn't want to get your hopes up?
HeartSeedOrchird: Hm?
sedative03: Hahaha....
I dunno.
I don't really see myself as emotionally attached as you guys are to each other.
HeartSeedOrchird: -Shrugs-
HeartSeedOrchird: You'll see it tomorrow.
sedative03: So then... where would that put me?
See what? o.o
HeartSeedOrchird: Uh.
HeartSeedOrchird: Wrong box.
HeartSeedOrchird: ...
HeartSeedOrchird: Just totally.
HeartSeedOrchird: Ugh.
HeartSeedOrchird: I feel like a jackass
HeartSeedOrchird: Stop laughing, I know you are.
sedative03: I'm not...
I'm just.. kind of nodding my head. Guh, my eyes are watering.. I think I'll go to bed. Night. < 33


I dunno..
It's probably just my period.. u_u;
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