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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 4-3-2006 at 11:29am
Music: Trisha Yearwood: Angels in Waiting
spring break.... boring.. relaxing.. but boring. i asked keegan to get some days off.. but noo.. im alone all week during the day. both my best friends are gone.. so im stuck babysitting.

good news though.. my moms giving me her gand am! woooooo. im so excited. i have to finish paying it off.. but theres only 2 grand left on it. this is my graduation and birthday present. finally i'll have a NICE dependable car. i've ALWAYS loved her car... i really wanted it when i was queen cuz it was red.. lol, but nows good too! as soon as everythings set.. which i think is gonna be tomorrow... i need to start looking for another job. i REALLY wanna work at logans. not just because keegan works there, but because you make more money working there than most other resturants. keegans friend tommy works at Branns and said on a BUSY saturday night he walks out with 130.. but at logans on a busy saturday night servers walk out with around 190. hmmm... pretty big difference there.

i cleaned today... that was my excitement.

OH, my moms getting an Aztec. it's blue and BEAUTIFUL. i dont really like aztecs, but the color seriously makes it like the coolest vehicle ever. its so pretty.

one of the BEST love songs of all time is "hold on to me" by john micheal montgomery. download it. it reminds me SO much of me and keegan. we dont have a song yet though. odd... 17 months and we still dont have one. thats ok, it'll come to us. THATS right... 17 months and breaking up has never even been an option. i think when a relationship turns to an "on and off again" relationship.. its time to end it. because obviously neither person are happy anymore. personal opinion. whatever though... im just so happy. :)

could it be? are there still a few GOOD clingans? i must say... i thought hell must have froze over yesterday. chris is gone, and the rest of his family is FINALLY starting come around and respect my mom. throughout the divorce and even towards the end of their marriage.. the hardest part for me was seeing how my mom was being treated. she's the strongest woman i know. i cant imagine being one of those kids who "hates" their mom. she's the one thing that holds me together.

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04-04-06 11:05am

I wanted to comment on the latest entry but couldn't because... well you obviously didn't want people too... so maybe I shouldn't be commenting but i will anyway. Just to say that stress is a part of life, it will always be there, just pull yourself together, breathe, and take steps to solving whatever query you have. Also, don't even start with the whole you're not good enough routine. That's a killer. The trick is to not compare. I could spend all day wishing I was as strikingly good looking as brad pitt, or as smart as einstein, or what have you... but if I did that my whole life I wouldn't lead a very fulfilling existence would I? This may be confused for tremendous self confidence (i.e. I'm better than everyone attitude) but it's not. Do things for yourself more. but don't let it turn into mooching like I do...

also suicide is not an option, it's totally illegal and that would just not be cool being that you are this superior representation of our town with I despise so very much... /sarcasm

take it easy... I'm off to class now...

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