05-09-06 9:45pm

Oh Chelsea! I love you no matter what you do! I'm real sorry about whatever you're going through, and I hope you figure things out. I'll be here for you the whole way through. No matter how many times you need me! :) I love, love, love you! And you shouldn't be so hard on yourself, everyone makes mistakes. Heck even Jesus made a few, I'm sure of it.. I mean letting people nail you to a cross and leave you to die probably sounded like an okay idea at first.. but I bet you anything after his high wore off, and he was just stuck there on that cross, that he was pretty much regreting doing that. But everything went well in the end for him I guess, everyone loves him and whatnot, people got t-shirts and bumper stickers about him. And I know that all your friends will love you no matter what mistakes you make! But you really should realize that its okay to not be the perfect person you or your family or whoever might want you to be, but as long as you are who you are, you'll be fine. And you can always try to improve yourself, or try to go in a better direction with your life, but it takes time and its always going to be hard. And sometimes you might fail, but I will always love you, and each failed attempt is one less failed attempt you have to take before you get it right! :) Chelsea I love you! You really are one of the Awesomest people I've ever met! Try to stay possitive and remember that self love is the best love of all!!! So you should sit down and have a talk with yourself outloud about what your trouble is and how you can try and fix it and that even if you can't fix it right away you will forgive yourself and you can always try again! Sorry if I am sounding like a nut-case but I am just trying to help as much as I can! :)
I love my Chelsea Lou Hou!!!!

<3

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Re:, 05-09-06 10:04pm

You are not sounding like a nut-case at all! lol! I love you Jessica! You are helping me so much! You're right though. I really need to think about things before a take another step. Dont get me wrong, I do love myself, I just do stuff sometimes and think thoughts sometimes that I cant control and I wish things were different and I'm just mad at myself because I cant really make them different. But what you said about not being a perfect person and excepting that, I know I need to do that. I just want things to be different, I know they wont be but lately I dont know, things just seem to be getting worse and worse. And I do sometimes wish things were different and that I could change and all that jazz. But you're right, they wont and I can't. But thank you Jessica! I love you very very much! You always find a way to brighten my day and that's what makes you one of my favorites! We need to hang out because I love you. and I really want to make movies with you guys sometime...so yeah! call me hunny!

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05-09-06 10:31pm

God Your a good person Chelsea.


But geez...use some breaks in their!

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Re:, 05-10-06 6:48pm

what do you mean?

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