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chelthesmell (profile) wrote,
on 6-14-2006 at 10:56pm
Subject: I think I'll be a stripper when I grow up...
I'm at Mindy's. My internet doesnt fucking work at my house. I have no fucking idea why it doesnt either. It's really starting to bug me but oh well. Not like I've been home much anyways...

Things have been awesome. Working and partying pretty much seem to be the only things on my agenda lately. lol. Went to the barn on saturday, went to some crazy party last night with 3 people from work and like a whole fucking trailor park was there. It was insane. I had a stripper sitting on my lap. She was fucking hillarious. She told me and Mindy that we could come to her house anytime and get drunk with her. We're like fucking right! lol! and then Saturday is my birthday and we're having a party and James' barn after Mindy and I get out of work. It's going to fucking rock. I'm going to get Ashley drunk for the first time. She's going to be so shit face it's going to be hillarious. And Tasha is coming up that day so it's going to be fucking cool! We're going to have so much fun. And I dont have to be to work the next day until 4 so that's kick ass it's self. So yeah. If you're cool you'll be at the party barn saturday night with some presents for me. (When I say presents, that's code for booze)

I've noticed lately that my parents are giving up on. I'm pretty much positive that they know I drink. and I think they dont care. As long as I'm not pregnent and still in school, I suppose nothing it wrong or something. But I fill them full of stupid shit all the time. Like I told them that I was going bowling with people from work last night and then I told them that I wasn't coming home from work on saturday because Mindy, Eddy, Jessica, and Ashley we're having a little "Girls night birthday party" for me (just go with it guys). and they just blew it off. They just dont care. It's insanly disturbing me how they dont care anymore. Like I'm afraid I'm going to be at a party and then they just pop up out of no where or some shit. It's creeping me out to be quite frank with you. But...oh well. What can you do...

Fuck it...!


Welp, I shall me off. My darling Mindy and I must be awakening early in the morn tomorrow to pull some weeds for 6.50 an hour. lol! fucking right!



James Ramiro...I'll call you tomorrow or something man...lol!
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Valoth

06-15-06 12:12am

If its not working for in a few days, lemme know Ill come take a look at it.

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chelthesmell

Re:, 06-28-06 1:44pm

I found out it's only not working because my parents held off paying the phone bill...but I guess they payed it the other day but the called id, call waiting, and internet still arent on so we'll see how thruthfull they can be...lol

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eddy

06-20-06 9:03pm

Now you're dragging Ashley into it?

Nice. Real Nice.

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eddy

06-20-06 9:03pm

Now you're dragging Ashley into it?

Nice. Real Nice.

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chelthesmell

Re:, 06-22-06 10:52pm

what do you mean by "dragging"? she's coming on her own will. she wants to get drunk, i'll do my best friend duties by showing her a good time...

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eddy

Re: Re:, 06-23-06 1:22am

If you say so.

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eddy

Re: Re:, 06-23-06 1:22am

If you say so.

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chelthesmell

Re: Re: Re:, 06-24-06 3:40pm

I do say so.

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eddy

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-24-06 3:55pm

lol.

Chelsea, I just want you to know that I love you, and I care about what happens to you. That's why I seemed a little angry in that comment. It might not really matter to you, but I'm worried about you. No, we're worried about you. I'm not the only one.

*hugs* No matter what though, we'll always be here for you.

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eddy

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-24-06 3:55pm

lol.

Chelsea, I just want you to know that I love you, and I care about what happens to you. That's why I seemed a little angry in that comment. It might not really matter to you, but I'm worried about you. No, we're worried about you. I'm not the only one.

*hugs* No matter what though, we'll always be here for you.

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moomoo

Re:, 06-25-06 2:35pm

No one is dragging ashley into anything. Shes a big girl who makes her own decisions on what she wants to do or not do. No one forced her to come, to drink, to do anything. And she had a good time so whats the big deal. Just because you have a problem with what me and chelsea do. So why dont you take your rude comments somewhere else. Because no one cares 2 shits what you think.

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eddy

Re: Re:, 06-25-06 6:41pm

No, Mindy. You don't care. You've never really liked me, I know that. And I don't really care. We were all just stand-ins for Tasha anyway. I have a lot more to say, but I'm going to just keep it to myself.

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moomoo

Re: Re: Re:, 06-25-06 11:25pm

No, Chelsea doesn't care either. Who is sitting right next to me right now. And no one is stand in for Tasha. Jessica and Chelsea are My freinds, not stand ins for any one. Me and Chelsea always wonder why we ever became freinds with you anyways. And your right since the whole Whorerica thing none of us have trusted you. Then you blow off things that were important and if you think I'm a bad freind for dragging ashley in, then at least I'm not selfish. I may drink alot but at least I know I'm going to college. I have signed up and I'm going, thats more then you can say. Oh and I would love to hear more of what you have to say.

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chelthesmell

Re: Re: Re:, 06-25-06 11:34pm

Okay, for one, I DO NOT have a problem. I drink on the weekends every now and then. And sometimes during the week. No one is worried about me, everyone is talking shit about me. I've asked Ashley, they dont talk concerned, they talk smack. I've hung out with all of my so called "friends from tc" twice this summer. I've been with Ashley 3 times. So much for friends that's what I fucking say. And if I'm such a stand in for tasha, why would Mindy get me a job with her, let alone two jobs? Why would we spend everyday together even when tasha is here? That statement is just coming straight out your ass Amanda. Way to just throw things in there and make things worse than they are. And I swear on everything that is holy, if anyone plans a fucking intervention to save my ass, I'll go crazy on all of you and then get plastered in front of you. I'm not an alcoholic, I dont have a problem. My parents cant go a day without drinking, I can go without drinking, if my "friends" called me this weekend to hang out, I wouldn't need to drink. I wouldn't have withdrawls or anything.

Dont say things that you cant handle.

And Mindy is right, I wonder why we became friends with you again. You're not concerned, You're just bored...

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eddy

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-26-06 4:51pm

I bet you would.

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eddy

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-26-06 4:57pm

Thanks a lot Chelsea. I was honestly and sincerely concerned about you, and now you go and say you don't even know why you're friend's with me. That feels really good. I never called you an alcoholic or said you had a problem. I just worry about the things that could happen to you while you're partying. Excuse me for caring about my friend. At least, who I really thought was my friend.

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tuwang

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-27-06 10:09pm

"I swear on everything that is holy, if anyone plans a fucking intervention to save my ass, I'll go crazy on all of you and then get plastered in front of you"...

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hahahaha, try that again

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chelthesmell

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-28-06 1:43pm

No, you didn't act concerned, you were very rude. And if you're concerned about someone, you dont leave a rude comment in their online journal, you dont even call them, you say it to their face. Dont talk to my other "friends" (if I can even concider them to be that) about how worried you all are about me. Because if anyone was worried about me, I would have seen all you of you more than twice this summer by now. If you and all those other people who are oh so worried about me really were, you'd act like real friends instead of talking about how much I've changed and how it's so wrong what I do and shit. It's stupid, because now no one wants anything to do with me. No one is concerned, they just found a reason to push me aside. Thank you Amanda. No one had any "worries" or "concerns" about me until you came along and tried to save the day. I'm some what happy finally. I'm having fun. It's my senior year. Next summer I'm going to leave and probably never have to deal with all this small town bullshit that goes around here. But while I'm here, I'm going to have fun with anyone willing enough to have fun with me. And if I lose a few friends while I'm at it, so be it. I can gang a few more just as easy...

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chelthesmell

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-28-06 1:45pm

How you just come out of no where to try to make me feel stupid is beyond me...



lol

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Tuwang

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-28-06 5:54pm

The potent aroma of clerical errors and bullshit carrys itself a great distance

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eddy

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-28-06 7:23pm

Well, fine, if that's the way you feel, that's your business. I'm done. There's obviously no use trying to make you believe me.

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chelthesmell

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-29-06 5:13pm

You know what's weird about this? I was just thinking about you the other day, I was like "Wow, I haven't seen or heard from Kevin in such a long time. I kinda miss him." and all of that, like I'm not even bullshitting you. This was around maybe Sunday when all of this came into my head. And I was wondering why things never worked out with us because I remembered you being so nice and whatnot. But then you left that comment and it hit. I remembered you were just a big asshole to me. That's why things never worked out.

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Tuwang

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-29-06 9:51pm

you best check yo self

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Valoth

06-28-06 11:59pm

I skipped the drama, go me. I win this one.

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chelthesmell

Re:, 06-29-06 5:13pm

how did you and kevin even get the urge to look at this?

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Valoth

Re: Re:, 06-29-06 6:11pm

idk...just passing through old entries...I dont know about kevin.

Not a big deal to me anywho, Im not involved.

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