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defiant (profile) wrote, on 11-24-2007 at 4:14am | |
Music: The Black Keys - The Breaks Subject: Changing isn't easy, down push me down |
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60 years crammed into the past three, I've been more places then most of you could imagine. I've also gone not nearly as far as some of you. I can't pretend to imagine everyones individual trials, so I'll handle my own here and now. There are times when I wish I could take everything back. Start over new. You can't change the past. All I can do is apologize and shuffle on. I'm tired of being cynical. I've seen dark things, been to terrible places. I miss the simple carefree times. I miss love. It's really kind've funny in ways. I became the embodiment of shady. No more. My vices are the past. I miss old friends that I pushed away with indifference. Never again. I quit smoking. My 21st birthday was a good marking point. Got a free two year membership to powerhouse gym. I work out three times a week now. I work out of a college algebra book in my free time to get my brain back to functioning. I still suck at math, heh. I need to get college over with so I can get out of this state. I'll be here a few years. Any old friends out there, feel free to give me a call. It's been a long ass time. (616)970-5689 cell No Regrets. Don't look back. Give it your all. |
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