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|defiant (profile) wrote, |
on 11-24-2007 at 4:14am
|Music: The Black Keys - The Breaks
Subject: Changing isn't easy, down push me down
|60 years crammed into the past three, I've been more places then most of you could imagine. I've also gone not nearly as far as some of you. I can't pretend to imagine everyones individual trials, so I'll handle my own here and now.
There are times when I wish I could take everything back. Start over new. You can't change the past. All I can do is apologize and shuffle on. I'm tired of being cynical. I've seen dark things, been to terrible places. I miss the simple carefree times. I miss love.
It's really kind've funny in ways. I became the embodiment of shady. No more. My vices are the past. I miss old friends that I pushed away with indifference.
I quit smoking. My 21st birthday was a good marking point.
Got a free two year membership to powerhouse gym. I work out three times a week now.
I work out of a college algebra book in my free time to get my brain back to functioning. I still suck at math, heh.
I need to get college over with so I can get out of this state. I'll be here a few years.
Any old friends out there, feel free to give me a call. It's been a long ass time.
No Regrets. Don't look back. Give it your all.
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