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moonshinehommie (profile) wrote,
on 12-5-2007 at 9:24pm
Subject: I cry and cry and cry and still I don't feel any better
am I a pessimist?

Apparently I am. I can take that I understand. I think I will try to be COMPLETLY honest with this entry.

My phone has been shut off so if anyone needs to get a hold of me please just call me at work...I am there every day anyways. I don't think I will be able to pay that off for a while so yeah. The other car is gone so now I am sharing mine. it has not been so good so far. Our shifts collide so things aren't going so well. And then there is work...were trying to work out the kinks in our staff but even when we think that we have fixed them something else happens to make things worse. I need a driver who can be there to open and no one seems to be abe to do that. bah...

I feel like my realationship is falling apart because of money problems I can only trust for so long and he doesn't understand that...I realize that I don't look at the positives in life...probably because the come to far and between...but something has got to give. Right? wouldn't it be nice if life could be like a tv sitcom..hahahha

well okay
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12-05-07 10:04pm

i'm sorry things are hard right now. i've been there with the car thing. marty used to have to drop me off at howie's so early and before my shift that i had to sleep there. you'll figure it out. hang tough.

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12-06-07 9:40am

its really just not your month is it?
i hope youre doing ok.

i guess sometimes everything just has to go horribly wrong all at once and it always fels like it doesnt matter what you do it will be a complete disaster.
i know its not much of a consolation.

maybe you should talk about your relationship? guys are pretty bad at figuring out when were not happy. so if ur always stressed and worried he might be staying out of your way? atleast you'll feel better if you know where you stand.

good luck

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