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butterfly (profile) wrote,
on 6-11-2008 at 2:05pm
Current mood: disappointed
Subject: Blah.
So, my parents aren't really caring that the computer is screwed up. "We don't get on it... that's your thing, so you fix it," but I don't have a million dollars to take it in and get it fixed... if it's even fixable. Sometimes it will turn on, other times it's just like "oh, hey, I'm a bitch."
I'm sure they wouldn't be so... uncaring about the whole thing, but we just spent $3,000 to reshingle the house, plus when Trevor had to stay in the hospital, it racked up an almost $8,000 bill, and mom's new insurance thing made our deductible $6,000. So since March we've had to pay $9,000+ when we didn't really plan on it, on top of regular bills and shit. In other words, money's rather tight now, so it was like the worst timing for the computer fuck up.

Ugh, I'm on Ashley's computer and for some retarded reason I can't like... okay, she doesn't have Google Chat, obviously, there's not a need for it. So I just signed in and was on the gmail page and Kelly said something and it wouldn't like show what he said or let me talk back so idk what just happened. I just closed out because it annoyed me.
It feels like I haven't talked to Kelly in ages and it's really starting to get to me. I was excited about talking to him today, but google won't even let me do shit. I am so going to like slit some throats if things don't start going my way; this shit's getting ridiculous.

Anyway, I've been listening to "Thank You" by Dido a lot and I like it but it makes me really sad.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply
that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you hand me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life


Now that I've eaten up all the space on everyone's Friend page... Much love to everyone, I miss people... especiall my person =(
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duckie

06-11-08 5:26pm

That's a horrible song. But I love you regardless =D I think that... you should say eff your computer and come to Mi. Kthx =]

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valoth

06-12-08 2:42pm

I friggin miss you woman! >.<


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