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xxxxxxxxxx (profile) wrote,
on 3-23-2009 at 1:24pm
Current mood: amused
Haha. I think it's still funny. I really really do.
I love how people just keep on keepin' on.
I mean, here I am at CC waiting for my class to start, and all I have to do is meander around online looking at all of the stupid idiotic people on facebook. Yep, we've all got one. Personally, it's creepy as all hell, but it's a good source of entertainment. (I HATE MY LAPTOP) sorry, anyways, now that I've stopped deleting every one of my meaningless sentences..
Hm. I just find it hilarious that girls think it's awesome to be rail thin, drink and smoke their asses off (wow, hypocritical..), find out who's breaking up with who, make drama even though they think they're being all cute, fuck guys left and right and wonder why they're getting fucked over themselves? Hah. Haha.
Go eat a cheese burger.
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cJessicaPyne

03-23-09 2:26pm

I guess Facebook serves its purpose then, if you're amused and enthralled by the hilarity and hypocrisy of Facebook users.

You should probably make yours private or something, before people catch on to the hypocrisy.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 03-25-09 9:35am

hahaha, Carley.
You are ridiculous, and you know it. You say you hate liars, but uhm, it's kind of funny how it's your forte.
Just saying.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re: Re:, 03-25-09 9:42am

Plus, everyone is a hypocrite in some shape or form in one point or another in their lives.

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losrnancr

03-23-09 4:20pm

this.

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c-ramon-otero

03-24-09 3:28am

That sounds tasty, interesting post by the way.

That's what facebook is for though. o.o

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 03-25-09 12:06pm

Exactly. I wasn't saying it was bad, I was just stating the.. obvious, I guess.
Just certain people get to me on it, just like certain people get to me in person, at work, etc. It happens, and then I blow it all up here, on Woohu. That's what this is for, to me.

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c-ramon-otero

Re: Re:, 03-25-09 10:54pm

Well, thats good, Hillary.

You know I say you shouldn't keep things inside. And I'm glad you use this to vent. Sorry about that last time though. I should be more respectful to your venting. And such.

GET ON MSN!!!!! :P

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cJessicaPyne

03-25-09 11:00am

Oh yeah dude, totally.

You would know, right? 'cause you.. spend so much time with me.
Or anyone for that matter.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 03-25-09 11:35am

Wow. But I was only friends with you for how long?
One would think I'd of gotten to know you after that. Guess not.
You know, actually, I wanted to help you for the longest time.. then, in all honesty, I realized it was a hopeless case. You would never stop doing what you do to people, so I figured why try? Maybe I gave up too soon, but you were so intimidating to everybody, and gave off such an aura, nobody could get past to YOU. Still, I can't shake the feeling that everything that happened is still going on.

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cJessicaPyne

Re: Re:, 03-25-09 9:55pm

Help me? I'm fine. I've got my life, relationships, and future on track. And if you HAD known me well enough to call me a liar, you'd have known I was teasing you about the hypocrisy on Facebook.

So you can call me hopeless, make me out to be a big monster with an intimidating aura or whatever. Really Hillary, it's getting old.

The best thing I ever did was let go of all of my bad past issues, ours included. That's why I invited you out bowling. That's why I still leave you voicemails checking in on you.

You should try it, because for everything we've been through you know damn well you've got monsters in your head too.
Don't call me hopeless. Nothing is ever hopeless.
Just open your eyes and live your life.
It'll do you some good.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re: Re: Re:, 03-25-09 11:11pm

You are very right. Truthfully and honestly.
It's kind of a bittersweet thing, because you've always been good at telling someone when they're blowing things out their ass. I apologize for going off like that, especially on an online journal. I know I haven't been really 'all there' lately, physically and emotionally, with everybody. Not like it matters, but I do understand that fully. Others have told me the same thing, and I guess I needed an eye opener because I couldn't take it from just one person. I'm just as bad as the next, and sometimes I don't see that and blame everyone else for my personal issues/dilemmas.

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cjessicapyne

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-25-09 11:24pm

You don't need to apologize, because without blow-ups you'd never know when something needed to be changed. It's a part of life.

I won't speculate your issues or the things you're dealing with in life. I've tried to make myself available to you if you needed someone, but I also know that sometimes it's most helpful just to be alone.
But it's also very easy to get too comfortable closed away by yourself.

If you can't forgive, forget, or let go of our bad past issues, that's fine. But at least stop trying to shove me back into that mold made from my past, because I don't fit and it does you no good.

If you need someone, I'm here. I've always made that known to you.

The intimidating memories of me that you're clinging onto are weighing you down and I'm willing to bet you've got a lot more packed away inside.
Let them go. I did.
It's the only way to keep moving.

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cjessicapyne

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-25-09 11:26pm

..and also, I'm not chastising you.
At all.

You know how to reach me if you ever feel like getting together and severing those ropes you're hanging yourself with.

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xjayk

03-26-09 12:20am

Hill!
I miss you, I wish you were able to hang out last week instead of going to that lame fish-fry. I want to hang out soo bad.
I hope you're healing well. You scabin' yet?

We need a girls weekend. No boys, just us. Since the weather is getting better we could go downtown for a bit and get some coffee. We'll both turn off our cell phones and ignore Thad, or just send him away for the weekend so we have the room to ourselves. We have a lot of catching up to do. It seems like every time we get together we talk nonstop and then still after you leave I find myself with things I forgot to tell you.



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c-ramon-otero

04-06-09 6:25am

HEY! It was a pleasure bumping into you, though I was kinda off guard by it. lol. I was really tired as well, but it happens.

Check out my woohu! You can see the new Chris. :D

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