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squallet (profile) wrote, on 1-25-2011 at 2:48am | |
Current mood: hopeful Music: "The Lovers Are Losing" by Keane Subject: I think the music works as a subject... o.o |
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So, I was pleasantly surprised actually. He didn't break our plans, and we hung out and had a good time. I just wish I knew why I came home and still ended up crying. :\ I didn't even want to be home. I just sat in the hallway for a good ten minutes. I have options, really I do. But none of them interest me. No matter what, I find my mind wandering back to him. I guess my heart's made up my mind for me. Until he's ready, love isn't an option for me. I'm not the waiting kind, so I wish he could see that that means he's special to me. As if my opinion matters. x3 Everyone seems to say, "Give it time. He'll come around." I just wish he'd open up and let me inside like he did before. At least if he'd talk to me about how he felt, I'd know. I hate the uncertainty of everything. Keeping me on edge much? Jerk. xD I actually went out afterward with an old friend I haven't seen in YEARS! We managed to make it downtown and back in less than half an hour. xD It actually put me in a much better mood too. :P So here's hoping that things get better with time. I don't mind the wait; It's the uncertainty that drives me crazy. But, I guess that's the risk I'm taking. I hope he's worth it. ♥ |
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