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| xjayk (profile) wrote, on 9-10-2011 at 11:21pm | |
| itīs getting dark... too soon... a threatening silence... surrounding me... a wind... comes up from the islands... when distance fades to stormy grey washed out from the deep of the ocean here i will stand to face your wrath... while all the others are praying ***** Another year of trials and tribulation; hasn't it been darling? I've stretched myself to my limits and although I'm pretty sure you can see my mangled body you watch as I dig deep and grunt into one last stretch. The pain resides so deep now that its made an imprint of itself that spells out your name. Please tell me; is this fun Please tell me; is this amusing Please tell me; is this love I waited for you love, why didn't you come? Has it ever mattered less? In your loving way tell me you'll replace what you stole from me ... then turn from me again Remember the sick way you loved me Now love me again Draine me baby; Take your leftovers ****** calm down my heart... donīt beat so fast... donīt be afraid just once in a lifetime calm down my heart... donīt beat so fast... donīt be afraid just once in a lifetime no rain can wash away my tears no wind can soothe my pain you made me doubt, you made me fear but now iīm not the same you took my wife, my unborn son... torn into the deep of the ocean i donīt pretend that i love you īcause there is nothing left to lose ******* I thought... It doesn't matter what I thought It matters what I think now And if I could write a book My Gospel of our relationship How would you respond and in my scripture I would have written "alike Judas; she betray me with an embrace and a kiss" Time can change so much cant it ********** and when silence comes back to me i find myself feeling lonely standing here on the shores of destiny i find myself feeling lonely i had a life to give... many dreams to live... donīt you know that youīre losing so much this time beyond the waves... i will be free while all the others are praying **** For the longest time I felt alone Torn down so far And held there by your lies and contradictions You watched me as I sank I reached out to you The sting I felt The sting I felt when you turned away But no more love I cant feel that anymore You made sure of that ********* calm down my heart... donīt beat so fast... donīt be afraid just once in a lifetime calm down my heart... donīt beat so fast... donīt be afraid just once in a lifetime no rain can wash away my tears no wind can soothe my pain you made me doubt, you made me fear but now iīm not the same you took my wife, my unborn son... torn into the deep of the ocean i donīt pretend that i love you īcause there is nothing left to lose ******* There is no eligant way of expressing what you've done to me There is no argument you can possibly have for yourself How is it that the people closest to me over the past years are the ones that have turned so far from me now I need them? I'm not going to pretend like I haven't changed I'm a mother now I live for my baby And I Will protect her from liars ...like you I cant hardly say that I wish we could sweep this under the rug Because God knows that I've done it for years But that was just me Now its my husband and daughter your messing with as well It wont happen I wont let it You've done so much wrong to us already When will you just stop? ***** the love in you, it does not burn, there is no lesson you can learn and there are sounds you cannot hear, and there are feelings you canīt feel calm down my heart... donīt beat so fast... donīt be afraid just once in a lifetime ******* Tell me again your sorry That you would give the world to make things right Let's watch as you screw me all over again Then its not a big deal anymore....right? Then your sorry and we'll play this game over and over AND OVER AGAIN! I'm so drained of you, love. I really am. If you haven't realized this is for you How far can you push 'til their slipping off the edge How much love can you give How much poison can you inject Tell me Your the snake in my Eden Its sad my baby girl wont see you for what you once were This beautiful amazing person who loved life But when she starts to form her own opinions... she'll see the liar Thad and I see now That everyone else refuses to acknowledge I'm more so angry because it feels so much better than being hurt I honestly think I'm out of tears when it comes to you Sorry Life I guess ************* i donīt pretend that i love you and this time iīm not scared of you |
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