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sugarjackj (profile) wrote,
on 1-5-2019 at 10:59am
Music: Bikini Kill - Feels Blind
Going through my journal is always strange. I get so many mixed feelings. It's interesting to read where I've been, what I've done, how I felt.
Some spots are incredibly cringe worthy.
Found an old Photobucket with pictures I thought I'd lost when my old laptop was stolen.
It's neat looking through a timeline of my life expressed in my own words.
It's also painful. Looking back at the relationships and friendships I trashed. All of the horrible and tragic decisions I made. Time lost and people I've hurt.

I fell so far down the rabbit hole. I'm surprised I ever made it out.

Although sometimes it makes me sad to go through my old journal, it does remind me of where I've come from.
There has been much progress and personal growth.
So much more to go.

It's good.



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spud

01-23-19 10:24pm

Another thought I had: have you heard of the red road to wellbriety?

I'm pretty sure they have a meeting down in gun lake, I've been meaning to check it out sometime. I know a couple native guys in recovery who have shared some of their spirituality with me. That may be of interest to you if the god stuff isn't sitting so well.

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